"YOU ARE THE CHEESE TO MY MACARONI"

ngayun lang ako nakauwi.. kung anung damit ko kahapon, yun parin damit ko hanggang ngayon. pero naligo ako aa. aa basta! nkakatawa pa kase dun sa SM, nakasabay ko yung kaibigan nila imhay, yung pinuntahan namin kahapon sa trece. kumusta naman, naloka siguro xa bakit ganun parin damit ko?! haha :]]

mejo paranoid nako sa paguwi ko kanina, dahil nga dun sa fcukin pervert na nakasabay ko kahapon sa jeep. shit talaga, feeling ko lahat ng lalake na makasabay ko exhibitionist x[[ buti nalang kasabay ko si papa charlie hanggang binakayan. around 4pm nako nakaalis kela chaksito. panu naman, dapat 5am gigising na kami, kaso sa sobrang pagod, di ako nagising tas super sumakit naman ang ulo nya. in short, na-prolong ang tulog namin :]] ayun, nagising kami ng mga 11am yata, masakit pari ulo ni chaksito. ayuko pa sanang gumising kaso tunog ng tunog ang phone ko. nagwawala sa ilalim ng unan dahil dun sa journalism workshop na yun.. isang personal view: nag-cause talaga ng malaking commotion yan. im not sure to whom we should talk but definitely, we should talk to someone. perhaps someone should do hands-on with regards to this issue. hindi naman sa pagmamayabang, but 3800 is not an issue for me kase nga my dad has always been supportive of certain financial matters particularly if it's about school. the thing is, andaming information na hindi malinaw. i don't want to broaden some 'untackled' boundaries here, i may say im not on the right position.

when i was first invited to join SINAG party for CLASC candidacy late last year, i asked my colleagues to give me two weeks to think. undoubtedly, it was not an oh-yea-i-wanna-join kind of thing. i really had to think things over especially marami kaseng factors involved. hindi naman kase ako after sa title, honestly. after two weeks, i talked to them and i sort of "declined". they have respected my decision pero after what seemed like days, kinausap nila ko uli about the position. smooth-talker talaga si kuya ivan, kaya ku bilib jan ee, i said YES. pero nung nakauwi nako, hindi talaga ko mapakali. naisip ko yung lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko, na kung meron kang ginawang desisyon at after nun ai my second thoughts ka parin, then maybe it's not the right decision. i've talked to them again, soonafter to actually and eventually decline.

so bakit ko sinasabi to ngayon? kase, naisip ko yan kanina. when everyone else is going gaga about the journalism workshop issue, i/we was/were thinking of a person who could actually help students on times like this. like, let's not be hypocrites here, pero there's really an issue that needs to be talked over. naisip ko na kung nahalal man ako, or tumakbo man lang, kulang pako sa buto para ipaglaban ang mga students na kailangan ng leadership service ko. no, im not lame. i just dont have enough guts to actually stand straight. if in case my thoughts never had your neurons working, really, it's not my problem. all im saying is hell-O, it's 2008, we're not babies anymore. we eat fish, we know how it smells :]

btw, i bought 2 dresses sa freeway earlier, im so happy :]] haha.
nakilala ko narin nga pala si wannie aka wax knina. mula first year palang kami, madami ng kinekwento skin si chaksito tungkol sknila ni bax at dax. finally, na-meet ku na xa. natatawa pako, kase sabi nila chax, aku naman daw si ax. ayuko namang ajax. haha :]]
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naalala ku lng, kahapon, habang umiidlip ako kela chax, around 3.30 yata nun, may di inaasahang ngtext skin. old song. di ako nag-reply, yun lng :]
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happy 35th 24, dadii. thank you for saving me last night :] 41 days pa bago kita makasama uli. mejo naiinip nako, pero mmkay lang, konting tiis nlng naman :[ last na naman to, my life's counting on it.
sabi nga ni mac mcguff dun sa juno, "in my opinion the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what-have-you. the right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. that's the kind of person that's worth sticking with."
found it! haha :]]

aku muna si juno ngayon at ikaw si paulie bleeker :]
"as fas as boyfriends go, sarra is the boss. she is the cheese to my macaroni :]"

happy 35th 24, bubuu :x