i spent my last three days with bil so i haven't had enough time to blog. we've been lesbian lovers for three nights at my apartment. seriously. my neighbors thought we're lovers. not that we aren't. but never on that level. it was funny, we can't help but laugh every time we see people STARING at us. we get that all the time. it's all we need in this time of ugh craps.
--
chax and i decided to meet at school for this unknown appointment with ma'am ani. milleh told me it's kinda like about being under prob, so we thought about it.. ayun, it just so happened that she wants our record to be updated. like have this piece of paper signed, we're not under probation, haha :] wewei came right after then we had unexpected plans to go to the mall so suddenly. watch a movie. inaasar namin si bil sa forbidden kingdom or what happens in vegas, no offense, i love ashton, kaso these movies are like pirated-copy material, hindi large screen material, so we decided to watch IRONMAN instead kase according to chaksito ko, mataas ang rating :]] since it's scheduled 1.20, we had lunch at wendy's muna.. i had a yummy big ceasar salad. i have been craving for this one since we last went sa pancake house. and my braces are not gonna stop me! haha :]] afterthen, nag-camwhoring na kami sa movie house, nakakatwa but it was fun.
watched IRONMAN.. that was one of the greatest MARVEL COMICS TURNED TO MOVIE thing. gaad, tlgang natuwa kaming tatlo! haha :] good thing kase we really need a good laugh ee. :] and we had it.
plinano naming mag-ice cream kaso tlgang mailap samin ang pagkkataon at nauwi na kami sa scoopery. which was very unfortunate kase i can't bite the friggin cone! :[ i was very frustrated :[ ugh.
afterthen, nagpunta na kami sa apartment ko, talked non-stop then watched criminal minds, gossip girl and simple life :] it was fun. tapos hinatid na namin si chaksito ko ata round 6pm.. bil stayed with me, im happy she did. talked non-stop.. blah-blah. we miss yanners and mars :[
--
we came up with this cool idea : SERIES. :]
--
i had the worst morning the next day.
have you ever had this feeling like you can hear your heartbeat in your ears? feeling your stomach falling down your butt? and having this huge lump on your throat like after you dry-swallow a big pill? well, aside from cady heron, i felt all that. the silly thing is, it's all because of a lame text. bil's still asleep, i couldn't wake her.. pretty much, i can't explain it here, but bottom line is, it sucks big time to be tricked. to get fooled. worse than being cheated.
just do me a favor, don't you dare use my lines against me. it's of no use. i'll talk to you when you really get home. as of now, i think we're done. i don't know how to end it but if i don't, it just wouldn't feel right.. maybe i need time? i just suck at goodbyes. and im choking on your alibis.
talked to bil just when she woke up. went to school then visit the mall. it's good to have a best friend and a salon therapy. i had my hair cut. went home again, talked non-stop with bil, pigged out, laughed, felt sad, colored bil's hair cherry brown. it was fun :] tapos, nag-malandi lang kame, she curled my hair. i quite forgot my dilemmas. ugh, life is uncontrollably exhilarating.
the next day, inayos lang namin apartment tapos punta naman kami sa kanila. tita cecile's coming home and tis is where another drama starts. blah-blah.
--
we're gonna cross dress next week. im excited. there's never a dull moment when im with you, bil. thank you too for bearing the heartaches and 'those' silly thoughts with me. i love you.
--
and oh, btw. bil cut my bangs:
--
uwi muna kong bahay. me and achii has plans for mama tomorrow. :]
happy mother's day everyone.
