SMITTEN.

hindi kita nakakalimutan.
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THE RELENTLESS PURSUIT OF THE PERFECT WORDS.
Hungry for pizza? Call a cab.



Three years of ups and downs.
And I mean not just in sex. Haha.
Oh yea, what we have is a rollercoaster ride: hella scary and exciting, all at once.
But you know, this carnival we’re in right now, it’s got new thrilling attractions and somehow, we got the must-ride-all ticket.
If I would act completely daunted now, I know those couples who’s already on their fifth year would probably just laugh at me.
Or at US.
Because you’re my better half and we’re on this together.
There’s no turning back, pumpkin.
You should know that pretty well.
Evil grin.

For the nth time, this is making me nostalgic and I am fucking up for cheesy craps.
I’m really no good in enumerating, especially if it’s unprepared, but even if I were, it would take me time to complete a whole Why-Dzeli-is-so-lucky-to-have-you list.
Maybe I should start doing it very soon... it might come handy in the future, eh?

Mm.
I know it’s making you sad not reading any new heartfelt letters from me for quite some time now.
I actually thought I lost the ability to write another one.
You know, considering the amount of time we’ve been “accidentally” apart.
Isn’t that ironic?
LDR is a pain in the ass.
Yet somehow over time, it got easier being apart from you.
But ugh, I hate Spain, tearjerker.
Boo-hoo.
It just got so overwhelming that sometimes I feel like I’ve run out of mushy words.
But hey, I’ve written you so damn many notes way back, haven’t I?
And you must admit I’ve been cupid’s assistant. Haha.
I can hear that heart beat, yum.

So here’s a sentence I might’ve been dying to say:
I swear I’d never flirt again.
Or maybe, I’ll do so much better, you wouldn’t have to know. Haha.
Oh, there’s a sentence I never thought I’d say!
Smirk.
No really, it’s so not me.
And don’t smile, silly, cause I didn’t say that to make you look like the good guy!
Duh.
It happened a looooong time ago but it never hurts bringing it up. Haha.
I know it happened to big be a big deal.
But then, you’ve got your own flaws and I like it.
I mean, I still like you.
Who knows you could’ve hooked up with someone abroad, huh?
Oh you know I can do better. Haha.

Oh.
Remember that overly-saccharine quote?
“True love is proved when a person has seen the best people in the world but still turns back to where you are and chooses you above the world’s best.”
Well, it made perfect sense for me cause I always thought true love is about you being the best but hey there’s more than that.

I’m just happy we made it pass those please-let-it-end trials.
And yes, there’s more to come, hell yea!

So.
Do you still think having my initials as your tattoo COOL,
and me between your legs HOT?
Oh, gotcha.






Ta-ta,
Popeye.

And I love you. Like a real-life fairytale.




PS.
Oh, stop giving me this feeling of wanting to ditch class just so I could get married to you this instant.
For the love of God, I AM GRADUATING!

Oh Mike Wazowski, I am just as romantic as you, I might as well just marry myself.
Bleh.