FO SHO

i still have this plummeting dream that someday, i’ll have my much-needed 8-hour sleep. or if lucky enough, a 12-hour one.
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our edman journey has just begun and i should say i am kind of disappointed on the outcome yesterday. but on second thought, i’m happy our efforts kind a paid off. i believe deprivation of sleep just so you could SO work on a project is badly reasonable to be on top. ika nga nila, “nagsusunog ng kilay.” it’s not even cramming, speaking on my defense. and to top it all, we have the most realistic proposal among others. i even went through the criteria of judging to make sure that whatever happened is accurate and just. my findings? mm. i guess i’ll just keep it to myself. or to my blockmates, at least :] peace.
looking on the brighter side, we won several arguments with the panel and i consider that a semi-there public thesis defense practice, hoorah! haha :]

today.
my body’s still sore. i guess my eardrums did not work well, too, since i have not heard my alarm beeped. nadah. i was in an immaculate sleep, i was not able to attend my photojourn class. well afterall, even if i have heard the alarm-clock-from-hell, i still wouldn’t be able to prepare for class cause yea, my body’s sore. thanks to ayban labss i was able to relieve my shoulders on some heavy magazine i have to carry on my way home last night :] much love, oha!
at 1pm i intended to attend our teaching strat make-up class but thought otherwise as i was advised by my dadii not to go. who am i to disagree? haha :] [in case you have not noticed, that’s a euphemism for 'me-being-lazy'] but i did go to school at 3pm to pass our thesis. which was another weird story as i was confronted by the teacher-in-charge about another controversy instead of out thesis like we were supposed to. funny how he cares so much when he’s not even involve on the said “controversy”. i wonder why but on second thought, idc.

dadii and i went to the mall afterwhich to unwind and relieve myself from much stress. bought a dress and a pair of shoes. somehow, everything seemed normal :]

PS. i am too ecstatic about tomorrow as i will already buy my gift for boyfriend: a mint-green PSP Slim and Lite :] uyea. and yes, I’m filling it with games, haha!

PPS. roadfill of moymoypalaboy just texted that they'll be guests for the upcoming KTS, im so excited :] i promised him i'll give him a tour of the campus afterwards :]

PPPS. is it "one-million-trees-and-beyond" all over again? that is if you get what i mean.

CLINCHER

my body is all sore. massage me, please?
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im dreading tomorrow. for sure the very know-it-all he-from-hell will forever torture us again as long as he wants. im kind of certain about it. part of me is saying that i should be strong and try not to get affected, whilst part of me is screaming why should i let somebody make me feel like shit every Tuesday? i know i'm not. i want everybody who thinks we are such [speaking in behalf of my partner] to read our thesis and tell it to my face that indeed, we are cliff hangers. i'm confident we are not. but as one of the students who finds complaining fun, i see we've already settled to the idea that we just complain and not to something about the "habitual" scolding. ideally, i would want to do something about it. unfortunately, reality is not so ideal. and i hate it. so enough about the gross story..

anyway,
we've already finished our Performing Arts Musical Excerpt of Chicago, and of course the very clever "adlibs" for monologue. it was kinda fun considering the fact that we've actually experienced time constraints, no excuses mentioned whatsoever.
but it went well :] i guess more than expected.