you ain't hardcore unless you act dzelixcore

SO MUCH TO DO. SO LITOL TIME.

2010-11-16T12:22:00.007+08:00

Oh lala. Such a sloth for not keeping things up to date.
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11.13.10
EK DAY!

Started the day early since we still need to meet with our supervisor at the mall &&do a little grocery shopping. We arrived in Savemore at around 8.30AM, I think? Richell followed shortly with Boss Dally :)
It s such a pity Bave had to back out because her son has been rushed to the hospital that same day :[[
BTW, Nel came late with her daughter, France, it was funny, I should ve video-taped how jittery she was when she came, lol.
So yea, we hit the road at around 9.45AM. Had a quick stopover at Skyway. Lunch. We arrived in EK at around 12NN &&oh boy, was the line long! But no worries, with three first-timers with us [boyfie, Chell &&Dee], a little more than ling line is needed to have them back-off, haha!

Fast-forward.
I love EK s newest ride, which is EKStreme. I remembered HK, OceanAdventure also had that kind of ride I chickened out trying it, so this time, heck I tried it &&the memories of why I chickened out before all came flashing back to me, lol.

Funny Story.
I did nt realize babe is such a loser until she almost cried on the Jungle Log Jam ride, hehe. How adorable.

I think we came home late, about 1AM, took a looong sleep :)
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11.14.10
EPZA TRADEFARE &&CAVITE CITY FIESTA!

Headed to Cavite at around 3PM :) We re not expecting heavy traffic cause it s Pacman s big fight, so go figure. Pogii told me it s best to do a little bit of shopping first in EPZA Tradefare since it closes early &&just go to Chax s afterwards. So we did.
Endorphines flowing, I bought so many things for myself &&Tatay. That place is so awesome, they have the most cheapo signature clothes I have ever seen. READ: IZOD Polo Shirts for 300bucks!! That place was h.e.a.v.e.n. I particularly love my DKNY undies :)

At around 6.30PM, I received a call from Chax nagging me to go to their place na so we gotta rush. Sayang we did nt catch Paul, it would ve been funn. But nevertheless, super funn parin. Wannie was there so hotseat xa because of her new lovelife, hehe.

Wax had to leave by 9.30PM since she have a n early class for tomorrow. We re actually supposed to leave but thanks to the bus that never came, I quote babe, we had to sleepover :]] I missed those times.
Had a quick tour at PN s Tiangge. Topps Pizza. Mango Shake, "One U Tasted, U Always Wanted!" Lol. TapTap Challenge. Memetyt.
I wished Chai &&Keng were also there :[[
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I just love this Rest Day. Talk about productive :D

SLEEPYHEAD.

2010-11-13T01:39:00.002+08:00

English accent, I love you.
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Short story shorter, I just had 21 transactions validated earlier. Spoke with 21 different English people. Gaad, I drool, lol!

I m sorry I m so sleepy, I gotta hit the bed na :[ Will make kwento tom after having funn in EK &&after visiting Chax s in Cavite City :D
BTW.
We ll also meet with babe s cousins this coming Sunday. I think will be shopping at EPZA Tradefair before heading back to QC♥

PS.
Sir Jack &&Tangerine took a bath tonight, they re so ultimately bango but I m placing a wager that by tom, those two maniacs are dirtbags again :D HAHA.

Memetyt.

RELAXI-CAB

2010-11-12T01:50:00.002+08:00

Heya.
Dzeli s feeling pretty excite about our EK trip laterr :]]
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Due to the abrupt change on our schedule, I felt a little exhausted today but thank God today s work load was so light. Talkk avail :]

BTW.
I bought Pogii perfume today, we were thinking of buying one sa HK nalang but I so love MEMO s scent that I decided to buy her one :) Anyway, if I see Kenneth Cole Black naman sa HK, I d still buy her one, she just does nt know itt ♥ Blush.
Bambaa also bought me this sexymegahotfoxyawesome belt that I m gonna wear on our Disneyland trip :) I m in love with it ♥♥
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EMEA QUATRO [our new team name, holla!] is also planning to conduct the outreach program that Western Union [our company] has set within this week :) Our supervisor assigned me to do the Programme, as usual. I was thinking of consulting Achii bout the kiddie games and some crafty activities cause she s working in a pediatric setting so she d know best.

AND LASTLY.
EK trip tom :)♥ Beerday celebration of our Supervisor Dally [She had her birthday Nov 3 ^-^] So after shift, we ll prolly just headback home &&feed the bebiis then go to the meeting place [office?].
So this might sound really really weird but this is my boyfie s first time to visit EK! Lol. That s one of the many things that made me love her more :]] I love having her roam around cause she ll really appreciate itt. &&for the record, in just almost two years, we ve gone so many places already ♥♥ Will soon bore you with details.

I ohh so wanna wait for the sky to turn plum as we ride the Wheel of Fate, me on her arms ♥
Memetyt, everyone.

HOLLA!

2010-11-11T04:16:00.005+08:00

I m feeling psyched to finally update my blog.
I was actually thinking of having this deactivated &&just register a new one..
Anyway.
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So my day was pretty usual [Of course, not being able to update this thing, you would nt know how I d define "my usual day". Lol!]. I was awakened not by my 10AM alarm but because of my two shih tzu pups stupidly licking my cheeks. Damn.

Lemme introduce my bebiis ♥

BTW, those cute bebiis are from Chuo s second litter. Sadly, Toto died soon after her first deworm check up at the veterinary :[[
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So I got up. My darling chef already cooking bacon for lunch :] Facebook a little. I was feeling still kind of exhausted kase I have nt slept long. Carlie had me edit one of her pics right after I got off from work :]

Tis just a minor edit :)

We had to head off early to work kase I ve been dying to buy this suit in Tomato, which of course, my amazing BBY never failed to buy me ♥♥ [I m sorry I m too shopaholic, I always raid you wallet :p] IT.WAS.AWESOME. Fits me perfectly!
So after like an hour, I guess, we went straight to office na &&it was damn pouring so we had to walk because of the heavy traffic. We got in the office at around 5.54PM which was mmkay because our training sched s from 6Pm to 3AM :]]
Training. Training. Sleepy. Training. Mcdo Delivery. Training. Sleepy. OUT!
Took a cab &&already home after nine hours in the office. As I write this, Yebby s cooking something delicious for breakfast :) Tis 4.38 MNL time.

CHANGE OF SCHED FOR THURS &&FRI THiS WEEK: 3PM - 12MN

9 FREAKIN DAYS TIL ANOTHER HK TRIP! HOLLA.
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Ta-ta for now, had to feed poopers again ♥
I missed yall.

THE BRAND NEW OLD ME :)

2010-11-10T06:54:00.001+08:00

I just have three words to say:
I AM BACK.

EDWARD.

2008-12-03T20:42:00.004+08:00

i hope my page won't sue me for total abandonment :] im sorry but i have lots to tell.
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i've been gone for like two months and a loooot has changed. im not sure i can tell everything now but i will make time this coming weekend :]

ANYWAY.
we've watched twilight tonight. i liked watching it better than when i was reading it. i guess it's just not right to compare stephanie meyer to jk rowling. it was kind of good just not like HP-good. SM may have a whirlpool of imagination but i'm thinking people are kinda hooked-up on her book only because of the fact that it revolved on romance. i mean, how many of us are suckers for sugar-coated lines?
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ill tell stories when i come back. stories since two months ago, that is.

ta-ta.

PS. i'm learning spanish now. YO ABLAR UNPOKO ESPANYOL :] woot.

HOT AIR BALLOON

2008-10-15T14:10:00.004+08:00

Ask me how I get high.
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I have yet to see the sun turn plum. I miss those romantic times, since these days, I have been spending most of my time inside the house. For this matter, someone else's house. Coffee and some lurking thoughts have been my constant companion. I see we've never been this close. Add to that the bitter fact that I still have some errands for school despite the so-called "sem-break".

Last night.
Was the most ridiculous night I've ever experienced (talk about a dozen of my all-time favorite, Krispy Kreme).

Tonight.
Coffee (cause I'm out of words). I hope we finish the supplement in time. Cross-fingers much.

HI, I'M SINGLE?

2008-10-10T20:00:00.002+08:00

We’re all unique. Which is another way of saying no one is.
I read that somewhere. And somehow, I knew it was the truth.
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I’d like to think everything is going smoothly according to plan, but I know that that would only come out the wrong way. I know it is the otherwise.
I hate being melodramatic. As much as possible, I try not to be the drama queen. Not only will it waste my time, but I just don’t see the point of being Miss Julie Tearjerker. Not if I can help it.

Today, in the entire history of Dzeli, I feel completely vulnerable. It comes with a bitter concoction of confusion, and I hate it. It’s like I just stepped outside when everything was going right.
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When it’s too good to be true, it probably is. And I believed in that. I knew that the relationship I had was the perfect one. And yes, bottom-line: It was indeed too good to be true. I thought the CONS part comes with the fact that SHE is a SHE. I though that was already the line drawn. That it was already the catch. That that was the ‘too good to be true’ part of it. Or so I thought.

Dear, what a twist. Lumilipad ang utak ko.
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Love is like handing someone a gun, having them point it at your heart, and trusting them never to pull the trigger. –Spongebob

And I am no exception to being mushy at times (even if it involves Spongebob).

Oh crap, do make me day.
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I guess it's about time I borrow Amiel's statement: I like in between spaces; sometimes I get stuck.

SLACK.

2008-10-08T03:12:00.002+08:00

pakigising ako pagtapos na ang bangungot na to.
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i wanna die for a day, give me some pill..

COMPLAINING IS FUN :]

2008-10-04T13:15:00.004+08:00

Brain, where art thou?
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I am close to actually fretting and this isn't a good sign. We are loaded with edman whatsits and when I say 'we', i meant very few. It sucks to know you're doing your not-so-fair-share-of-no-sleep nights just so you could finish a subject requirement WHEN other people's job is to JUST keep track of what others has done, report, and voila!
And hey, I don't want to go over who gets the credits again. I bet that would appear rather obvious.

Bato-bato sa langit, ang tamaan... ee ano kung may magalit? Totoo naman.

Oh. And when we put an end to all of this crap... maybe we'll see. You know how they always say that payback's a bitch :]

DAM-DAM

2008-09-24T19:45:00.002+08:00

and so this famous cycle according to zafra is totally happening to me. now i feel ultimately grossed out just thinking that i made that effin mistake. (oh, god help me, but with him?!) and this time, it's not gonna be a damn cycle.
cause you're not worth any sin.
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i love you, boyfriend.
i know i ought to say things about school craps right now because i've got a loooooooot of school stuffs in mind, but i opted to write something for you. i know you deserve more than this.

whatever it is you're cooking at home (cause you just pushed me outside just so you can cook something special [daw?!] and now, i'm on an internet shop! ), i know it's gonna be yummy :]]

happy 41st 24, banchii :] i'm still in love with you.

I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE...
* who makes me cry so hard but still be the one to make me feel better.
* who never fails to surprise me at the end of the day.
* who makes other girls jealous and green with envy.
* who is a very good kisser and is forever turned on.
* who never likes shopping but would still oblige whenever I nudge him to the next store.
* who keeps me falling fast for his mushy words and leaves me hanging, drooling for more.
* who is extremely possesive that it excites me to see him turning red when he's mad.
* who sleeps late at night just so he could watch me dream of him.
* who is a tempter and whose wickedness is undeniably tolerable.
* who is very much addicted to online games but would easily let go of the controls whenever I start to say "dadii".
* who always try to seduce me with his so-called "macho" body.
* who owns shih tzu pups, do french kiss with them then with me afterwards.
* who has the most expressive smile and controllably gorgeous hair in the whole world.
* who keeps on getting mad whenever I get overly saccharine but still buys me sweets whenever I crave for more.
* who has given me the greatest material things in life noone could've given me in a snap.
* who would trade away his chances of buying his own PSP just to give me more of what I want even if I am not asking for it.
* who gets me real cold water everytime i need one at 4 o' clock in the morning.
* who patiently tries to learn new recipes just so he could help me gain weight.
* who loves me unconditionally that even bad-mouthing when I'm mad is forgettable.
* who thinks I am extra sexy that he suspects every man who'll glimpse at me "manyak".
* who has always been the reason why I keep on believing that God is good.
* who has everything I lack.
* who makes me wanna cut classes just to see him and ditch school just to get married to him at this very moment.
* who is obsessed with my yummiest pair of chocobutts.
* who has always admitted I'm the boss but never ever felt bad about it.
* who never loses hope that we can make all our plans BINGO.
* who thinks having my initials as his tattoo cool and having me between his legs, hot.
* who stays with me when everyone else has failed to.
* whose only dream is to have a good life with me someday.
* who makes me proud eventhough I don't get to tell him everyday.
* who I am going to be with forever and beyond that effed-up, overly-used word.

YOU ARE THE BEST PART OF MY EVERYDAY.

GO GET SOME.

2008-09-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

Miracles do happen. But you got to experience it, to believe.
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SEPTEMBER 11, Thursday.

ENVIRONMENTAL SEMINAR
Technically Wewei was invited on this symposium as a speaker. Oh yea, environment ang topic, darr. Wag daw akong disclaimer pero talk daw namin yun, although I was only the culprit for all the graphic designs I customized for her presentation. Pahirap! Haha :] So ayun, after the talk, we were escorted to La Cacita for a free lunch [oha!] with our new friend, Jenina, from CBA. Nakakatawa kase sa sobrang daldal namin, parang na-invade na naming utak nya, haha! Shh. Afterwhich, naglagalag lang kami ni Bil sa bazaar tapos umuwi ng dorm to see Beb before she leaves to Quezon City [sob.] at para iwan narin si macbook.

PHOTOSHOOT
After we bought this 24-shot 100 ASA na film sa Konica, we headed back for school na for our photojourn’s photoshoot. Model ko si Bil at vice-versa. Ang cool mag-photoshoot kase experimental xa. I mean, high-key and low-key yung gagawin namin but with a twist kase manual yung cam na gagamitin :] Kumusta naman talaga yun kung hindi ka si Andrew Tadalan di ba?! HAHA!

THE PRE-PAGEANT.
Bumalik din kami sa school to watch this annual event. Mmkay naman yung Ginoo at Binibining AB COM. Personally, I think that talent-wise, it was more “pinaghandaan” ng mga competitors compared to last year’s :] We’ll see nalang kung mapagmamalaki ba yung Q&A portion, hee :]

KTS
Hectic no? Super dami ng event for this day, haha! So after the Pre-pageant, kami nalang ni Chaksito ko ang magkasama [Mars, chorale rehearsal. Wewei, went home na. Yanners, nasa ULS na kase HF task nya yung KTS]. Kumain muna kami sa Fiat, bought frappe then Ikot Lasalle. Total Savior talaga since the rain’s pouring hard and we have a bruised umbrella, haha! Actually, din a nga ku dapat mag-KTS ee, but since nag-promise na nga din aku kina Rod na I’ll support them, kaya yun. Ayun, pagdating namin dun, saw Yanners then we went na sa backstage. I texted Rodfill [of Moymoypalaboy] narin kase na we’re there na nga. Ayun, konting kwentuhan tas break-a-leg :] Interesting naman yung some parts of the event [or should I say yung mga nangyari within the premises of the event?] Anyway, ayun. Masaya lalu na super enjoy yung main event which is the Moymoypalaboy Mini Concert nga :]] Katabi ko sa gilid ng stage si Ms Mitch, their manager. I’m glad kase super naaalala nya pa kami, cool. Cool din kase there was this instance the Moymoy pointed at me while he’s singing, oha! I hope the Lasallians indeed had fun during their spot :]

PS. Whoever organized this event should always take into account that whoever is listed to perform, should be pampered. REGARDLESS if they think that GROUP A is more of scene stealers and worth watching than GROUP B. Who are you to conclude that? Afterall, they’re both accredited student organizations. And mind you, you do not know what damn hassle you’ve given them just so they could pull a song arrangement for this event. That sucks, at least on my point.

Around 9.30 na yata kami nakauwi. Si Chaksito ko, pumunta muna sa dorm at nagdinner kami then pumunta na sya kina Yanners kase my kelangan sila gawin :] Good night.

SEPTEMBER 12, Friday.

It was still freakin’ raining. I love the rain, but I hate to remember that I lost [or left] my cute umby :[ Ayun, Edman was blunt. Sir Polo only talked about this upcoming field trip and some new topics about designing and layouting. Went home with Chaksito ko afterwards kase nga we badly need to sleep, haha! Kaso di ako ganu natulog, kumain lang ako ng kumain habang tulog si Chaksito ko. At aound 1.45, I headed back to school na kase nga itung biglaang niyakag ako na Environmental Quiz Bee na ang akala ku pa nung una Spelling Quiz Bee, haha! Terror kamo kase yung mga competitor naming ibang college, particularly yung COS, nagre-review! Haha :] Anyway, naghanda na kami ng defense mechanism statement naming pag natalo kami [im with Rea and Wei] na “COM kami at di naming linya to!” di ba?! haha :] Ayun, the game started rather roughly kase 4 Qs lang sa easy round yung nasagot namin. Talagang sabi namin, nako di pwede to! Kaya nag-focus na kami ng bonggang-bongga, lalu pa narinig naming merun daw price money na 1000 sa 3rd runner-up, so ayun din a kami nag-ambisyon sa first, ok na kahit 3rd nalng, haha :] It has really been our motivation kase super nakahabol talaga kami, kaso mejo alanganin kase yung CEAT dikit sa score naming, kaya nagdasal kaming tatlo. OO, nagdasal talaga kami. Humingi kami ng X-deal sa Diyos. Na gabayan nya kami tapos merun kaming gagawin for him in return to thank Him for REALLY guiding us. I swear, out of 12 Qs sa difficult round, 3 lang ang mistakes namin. Nakahabol talga kami kase 7point per correctly answered question yung difficult round. Funny nga kase difficult kami umariba tas Easy lagpak?! HAHA :] Tas we gained new friends kase sila kuyang chismoso, nagging pasaway na officer, nakikipagkwentuhan sa gilid ko habang quiz bee?! Haha :] Pinagalitan tuloy sila ng Game Master, haha :] Ayun,basta bottomline, si God ang nagging chalk namin. We won not 3rd, but 2nd place pa! At di lang 1000 and napanalunan naming, kundi 1500! Kaya tig-500 kami! Grabe diba? Easy money! [Pero I’m telling you, super hirap ng mga questions tlga!]

PS. Kung anuman yung ineX-deal ko sa Diyos, gagawin ko talaga yun. I’ll be true to my word. And I think, in the long run, I’ll still thank Him for making me choose this kind of deal. No, it’s not about going to church every Sunday. It was bigger than that, I should say. Mm.

We went sa chapel afterwards. At oo, suot pa naming medal namin! HAHA. Then sa Coronation night ng Ginoo at Binibining AB COM [na hindi naman ako gaanong nakapanuod dahil bukod sa late ako, ai nakipagkwentuhan lang ako ke Anna, haha!] BTW, Congrats sa lahat ng winners lalu na sa aming pambatong si Elaiza Coching aka Betty La Fea.

After nun, nagkita kami ni Yanners, nilibre ku xa ng frappe tapos dorm na kase nga andun pa si Starla na sagana na sa tulog! Pagdating ko, tulog pa siya?! Ugh. Haha :] Ayun tas nag-McDo kami for dinner tas partways na.. Paguwi ko nasa dorm na sila Mama, may kukunin kase sya sakin, tapos konting kwentuhan tas umuwi narin sila.

Solo flight nako uli. Liberating? Could be.

I wish I could understand myself more. I wish you’d understand me better. Kagaya nga ng sinasabi ko sayu nuon, “Sana kaya mong mag-swimming sa loob ko para di nako mapagod kakapaliwanag sayo..” Mahal naman kita, minsan praning lang ako. Sana alam mu yun. Sa lahat ng nangyari nuon na hindi dapat nangyari, alam na ng Diyos yun.

X-mark to my corny details,
My tongue is tied for all the right words I’m suppose to say.
Basta Mahal Kita, bleh!
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Many question me about my love for you as opposed to my belief in God,
but I know it will only boil down to one answer:
Afterall, in the beginning, God created love.

HAND ME DOWN

2008-09-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

VD. hindi yung STD. VD as in "Vague Dissatisfaction". yung feeling na you can't feel it's right but nothing in particular is wrong. andae kong iniisip.
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i just got home from a very long day. at some point i want to relay it in full details but damn it, napapagod talaga ko, haha! ang weird kase ng-blog pako no? ugh.

teka. manunuod muna ko uli ng pursuit of happyness. babalikan kita, mmkay?
magisa nako uli sa dorm nga pala.

FO SHO

2008-09-04T21:58:00.003+08:00

i still have this plummeting dream that someday, i’ll have my much-needed 8-hour sleep. or if lucky enough, a 12-hour one.
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our edman journey has just begun and i should say i am kind of disappointed on the outcome yesterday. but on second thought, i’m happy our efforts kind a paid off. i believe deprivation of sleep just so you could SO work on a project is badly reasonable to be on top. ika nga nila, “nagsusunog ng kilay.” it’s not even cramming, speaking on my defense. and to top it all, we have the most realistic proposal among others. i even went through the criteria of judging to make sure that whatever happened is accurate and just. my findings? mm. i guess i’ll just keep it to myself. or to my blockmates, at least :] peace.
looking on the brighter side, we won several arguments with the panel and i consider that a semi-there public thesis defense practice, hoorah! haha :]

today.
my body’s still sore. i guess my eardrums did not work well, too, since i have not heard my alarm beeped. nadah. i was in an immaculate sleep, i was not able to attend my photojourn class. well afterall, even if i have heard the alarm-clock-from-hell, i still wouldn’t be able to prepare for class cause yea, my body’s sore. thanks to ayban labss i was able to relieve my shoulders on some heavy magazine i have to carry on my way home last night :] much love, oha!
at 1pm i intended to attend our teaching strat make-up class but thought otherwise as i was advised by my dadii not to go. who am i to disagree? haha :] [in case you have not noticed, that’s a euphemism for 'me-being-lazy'] but i did go to school at 3pm to pass our thesis. which was another weird story as i was confronted by the teacher-in-charge about another controversy instead of out thesis like we were supposed to. funny how he cares so much when he’s not even involve on the said “controversy”. i wonder why but on second thought, idc.

dadii and i went to the mall afterwhich to unwind and relieve myself from much stress. bought a dress and a pair of shoes. somehow, everything seemed normal :]

PS. i am too ecstatic about tomorrow as i will already buy my gift for boyfriend: a mint-green PSP Slim and Lite :] uyea. and yes, I’m filling it with games, haha!

PPS. roadfill of moymoypalaboy just texted that they'll be guests for the upcoming KTS, im so excited :] i promised him i'll give him a tour of the campus afterwards :]

PPPS. is it "one-million-trees-and-beyond" all over again? that is if you get what i mean.

CLINCHER

2008-09-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

my body is all sore. massage me, please?
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im dreading tomorrow. for sure the very know-it-all he-from-hell will forever torture us again as long as he wants. im kind of certain about it. part of me is saying that i should be strong and try not to get affected, whilst part of me is screaming why should i let somebody make me feel like shit every Tuesday? i know i'm not. i want everybody who thinks we are such [speaking in behalf of my partner] to read our thesis and tell it to my face that indeed, we are cliff hangers. i'm confident we are not. but as one of the students who finds complaining fun, i see we've already settled to the idea that we just complain and not to something about the "habitual" scolding. ideally, i would want to do something about it. unfortunately, reality is not so ideal. and i hate it. so enough about the gross story..

anyway,
we've already finished our Performing Arts Musical Excerpt of Chicago, and of course the very clever "adlibs" for monologue. it was kinda fun considering the fact that we've actually experienced time constraints, no excuses mentioned whatsoever.
but it went well :] i guess more than expected.

MM

2008-08-28T19:49:00.004+08:00

Lord, please shower me with so much time :]
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when rough times like this knocks on my door, i'd like to shove it with my PLEASE DO NOT DISTURB sign. or perhaps pretend i'm not home.

i hate school.

not hate-hate but damn, i hate it. is it not my forsaken right to like breathe and relax? sob, i am close to forgetting what it feels like to taste my venti chocolate-chip frappe thinking of nothing but where to shop next. it's almost as surreal as when Cady Heron of Mean Girls stopped being home-schooled. pif.

so i decided i will rebel.
i won't do the following:

1. thesis
2. inkcredible publication inc. web layout
3. supplement layout
4. kalika magazine layout
5. flambeau magazine layout
6. chicago dance rehearsals
7. monologue for performing class
8. trein article
9. investigatory report
10. photo essay
11. lesson plan

in my dreams, at least. :[

Worrying is like sitting on a racking chair, it makes you do something but it doesn't get you anywhere.

MOYMOYPALABOY, no space.

2008-08-23T13:57:00.007+08:00

after two weeks of hopeful waiting.. the very sudden text from Roadfill of Moymoypalaboy suddenly errupted from my inbox :]
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i was at the grocery store back then [with Mama, Dada and my boyfriend] when my phone beeped and out popped a message:

We might be at 7Pecados,Sofitel tonight. Ok?

shocked, i immediately texted my partners, Sunday and Chaksito ko :] ayun, fortunately, kahit VERY untimely at sudden talaga yung message, we manage to somehow make a plan para maging effective prin yung interview :] so.. i brought my digi cam plus macbook para naman di kami mukang unprepared tapos yung vid cam ko na na kay Chaksito, dinala nya rin :] nagkita kami at 7.45 sa SM Bacoor, took a bus then a cab to Sofitel Philippine Plaza :] basta nakakatawang adventure yun, promise! tipong nasa bus gumagawa ng questions, haha! we arrived there around 9.30 yata?

tapos pinakilala na kami sa Manager then kay Roadfill [padating palang si Moymoy].

Manager: Hi, you're Jel, right?
Dzeli: Yes po, Jeli po.
Manager: Aa, Joli?
Dzeli: *sumagot pako kaso lakas ng music, di nako narinig. haha! Joli, kumusta?!

well at least kilala nya ko. haha! so "nagset-up" na muna kami while waiting for Moymoy.. tapos yung awkward moment yung inaalok kaming kumain tapos todo tanggi kami, haha! tapos interview proper na after dumating ni Moymoy. funn! then pictures na, tas casual na kwentuhan nalang :] maraming trivia. worth it naman yung byahe namin kahit super gabi, malayo at magastos :]

friends na daw kami! *wink.
go edman dorks :]

MS. BRIGHTSIDE ONCE MORE :]

2008-08-13T20:26:00.005+08:00

i was suppose to post my thesis-related entry but decided not to be suicidal so fast. i'll do it on my idle times instead.

NOTHING CAN RUIN MY DAY, oh.
--
hell yea, i'm gonna interview MOYMOYPALABOY [by next week, i guess]!!

dear.
i've been working on this one for three days now,and i'm happy i got quick results :]] i am so pleased that eventhough i've been having some rough times for like two consecutive weeks now, some part of my oh-dear life is turning out right :] so i was browsing my mail, messenger, youtube, and friendster accounts [all of which i'v used to contact moymoypalaboy] all at once when suddenly..

number confidential :]
YEA! and oh snap, we're texting now :] and as Stewie use to say, Beep. Beep. Cheerio!

ON THE SPOTLIGHT :]

2008-08-09T18:50:00.003+08:00

IT was, afterall, not jinxed.
--
after much watching of family guy for two consecutive weeks, i finally had a bum break [and should I say a thesis break]. standy by lang muna sa dorm with starla, chaksito ko, after naming kuhanin sa swafo yung id ko [napaka-interesting na story, later.] then we [bitches and boyfriend] went to this event at mall of asia [wherein we were invited by our photojourn professor, ms. teena]. World Press Photo 08. dun na kami nagkita-kita ng other classmates. it was fun being sorta entertained by sir jimmy, one of the greatest photographers. pinakilala din kami kay sir i-forgot-the-name, but he’s popularly affiliated with SM supermalls as he is the official photographer for all SM-related events.
very interesting yung mga photos, yung iba super straight yung pagkaka-capture pero interesting tlga kase kahit still lang, makikita mo yung movements :] cool. afterwhich, official ribbon-cutting na, konting talk about sa event then cocktail party [which hindi naming inatendan ni chaksito ko at beb]. and BTW, “lasallites” pala kami, according kay mr. boelerong photographer, hah! went to MY krispry kreme, brought assorted doughnuts, the hinintay naming sina mars at yanners while nagpo-pose ala-“lasallites” kami ni chaksito ko. tapos we had dinner na sa carver’s :]] yumm. tapos sinundu na kami nila anna, elyse, ghene and rai [the best!] for our ice-skating sessions, wooh! ayun, may a year or so narin since nung last kong skates, kaya kumusta talaga, my muscles are screaming :] funn. tawa kami ng tawa talaga! anyway, ayun, by ten umuwi na kami, funn. nakakatuwa naman at enjoy pati si beb sa company ng mga “lasallites”. Haha!
--
the swafo story goes like this…
so mag-o-overnight kami kina rea nung last Thursday kaya bumalik ako sa school ng naka-civilian na, anyway ok lang naman since it’s past six na. around 7pm, may lumapit saking DO [apparently, tinanggal ko yung jacket ko nun kase mainit, naka-sando lang ako sa loob] tapos bonggang-bongga nya kong kinasuhan ng isang tumataginting na violation :] ha! Mejo naloka sina paul at rea nun nung dumating na sila at nakita nilang hinuli pako.

Rea: Bakit anung ngyari
Dzeli: Hinuli nya ko.
Paul: Woy, grabe naman..
Rea: Grabe naman kuya, gabi na nghuhuli pa kayo.
*si kuya DO mejo napikon*
DO: Bakit Ms., hindi naman kami manghuhuli kung wala kayung violation, hindi ba?
Rea: Oo nga po, kaso yung iba namimili.
*di nagsalita si kuya*
Paul: Si kuya parang MIB no? may nakalagay pa sa tenga?

haha, hanep talaga yung segwey ni kuya paul ee. anyway, ayun, kinuha nya prin ID ko. Tapos the next day, nung kinuha kun a, mejo kinakabahan pako.. sya rin yung tao dun sa office, sabi nya lang sakin.

Dzeli: Good morning po!
DO: O, ikaw din ba yung kagabi?
Dzeli: *ngiti* Opo.
DO: Sige, ibabalik ko nalang ID mo ha? Hindi na kita papipirmahin ng violation form.

ha! napakahusay maging babae :] jinked. not.
--
PS. im working on my semi-there interview with moymoypalaboy for our EdMan Publication :]

TEN-SECOND TOM.

2008-08-02T19:51:00.004+08:00

antagal kong naging sloth, kaya mahaba-haba to. isa pa, masarap mag-type ngayun, anlamig xaka bago top bezel at keyboard area ng mac ku. i love ya, apple care!
--
mm.
kakatapos ku lang basahin uli si bridget jones' diary. bum. ngayon, nagha-highlight nako ng mga favorite kong lines :] i so love helen fielding! oh. btw, im suppose to attend a grand dating marathon event at one esplanade tonight, but.. haha.

kwento.. kwento.. kwento nalang anung unang maisip.

tom's my achii's 21st birthday.

Dzeli: Di ka ba kinikilabutan, magte-twenty-one ka na?!
Achii: Ayoko nalang isipin.
Dzeli: Ako kapag magte-twenty nako, magpapakamatay nako.

haha. gustu kung mamatay ng teenager. i am 9-TEEN, thanks :] im planning to buy her a laptop case, may maganda kaming nakita ni beb sa greenbelt. share daw kami sabi ni mama, syempre barat ako?? haha :]

dammit, puh-lease forgive my unorganized thoughts..

err, nakahinga na kami ng onti sa thesis ngayun, i was literally trying to think that apr from hell WON'T get our output just so what'll happen will be the otherwise. di ba nga, may backfiring power akong mukang ewan. and weird tlga pero super proven na yun. pag inisip ko na ganito, yung kabaliktaran ngyayare. duh.

i swear, i won't go to IT's site again, i feel like i'm being infected by IT's wrong grammar syndrome!

so yea, hello tagaytay kami tom :] or batangas. pinagiisipan pa nila mama. shet, ayokong aku naman ag mag-birthday. anlamig, nasan na ba boyfriend ko?

SMITTEN.

2008-07-19T20:14:00.002+08:00

hindi kita nakakalimutan.
--
THE RELENTLESS PURSUIT OF THE PERFECT WORDS.
Hungry for pizza? Call a cab.

Three years of ups and downs.
And I mean not just in sex. Haha.
Oh yea, what we have is a rollercoaster ride: hella scary and exciting, all at once.
But you know, this carnival we’re in right now, it’s got new thrilling attractions and somehow, we got the must-ride-all ticket.
If I would act completely daunted now, I know those couples who’s already on their fifth year would probably just laugh at me.
Or at US.
Because you’re my better half and we’re on this together.
There’s no turning back, pumpkin.
You should know that pretty well.
Evil grin.

For the nth time, this is making me nostalgic and I am fucking up for cheesy craps.
I’m really no good in enumerating, especially if it’s unprepared, but even if I were, it would take me time to complete a whole Why-Dzeli-is-so-lucky-to-have-you list.
Maybe I should start doing it very soon... it might come handy in the future, eh?

Mm.
I know it’s making you sad not reading any new heartfelt letters from me for quite some time now.
I actually thought I lost the ability to write another one.
You know, considering the amount of time we’ve been “accidentally” apart.
Isn’t that ironic?
LDR is a pain in the ass.
Yet somehow over time, it got easier being apart from you.
But ugh, I hate Spain, tearjerker.
Boo-hoo.
It just got so overwhelming that sometimes I feel like I’ve run out of mushy words.
But hey, I’ve written you so damn many notes way back, haven’t I?
And you must admit I’ve been cupid’s assistant. Haha.
I can hear that heart beat, yum.

So here’s a sentence I might’ve been dying to say:
I swear I’d never flirt again.
Or maybe, I’ll do so much better, you wouldn’t have to know. Haha.
Oh, there’s a sentence I never thought I’d say!
Smirk.
No really, it’s so not me.
And don’t smile, silly, cause I didn’t say that to make you look like the good guy!
Duh.
It happened a looooong time ago but it never hurts bringing it up. Haha.
I know it happened to big be a big deal.
But then, you’ve got your own flaws and I like it.
I mean, I still like you.
Who knows you could’ve hooked up with someone abroad, huh?
Oh you know I can do better. Haha.

Oh.
Remember that overly-saccharine quote?
“True love is proved when a person has seen the best people in the world but still turns back to where you are and chooses you above the world’s best.”
Well, it made perfect sense for me cause I always thought true love is about you being the best but hey there’s more than that.

I’m just happy we made it pass those please-let-it-end trials.
And yes, there’s more to come, hell yea!

So.
Do you still think having my initials as your tattoo COOL,
and me between your legs HOT?
Oh, gotcha.

Ta-ta,
Popeye.

And I love you. Like a real-life fairytale.

PS.
Oh, stop giving me this feeling of wanting to ditch class just so I could get married to you this instant.
For the love of God, I AM GRADUATING!

Oh Mike Wazowski, I am just as romantic as you, I might as well just marry myself.
Bleh.

BACKFIRE.

2008-07-08T19:18:00.003+08:00

You're just way out of my league. Fast-paced blah.
--
Today was the most unfortunate-yet-amusing day of my week...yet. This might sound really stupid but I completely have this "backfire power" wherein the reverse of whatever I think happens. Ironic. And frustrating. I might as well consider of thinking I'm NOT gonna win the lottery just so I could win one. Oh well, di naman ako tumataya ng lotto. HAHA :] Basta.

Hindi totoong serendipity yun, bil. Mali ang theory.

Teaching Strat Proj's ruining my night. It totally sucks.

REALITY-CHECK.

2008-07-06T19:42:00.005+08:00

It's a little funny how you try to impose a new rule on yourself but you later feel the urge to not abide on whatever you've imposed.

I am feeling a little weary for the past few days. It must've been about my relationship with my boyfriend, which have been quite shaky for some indescribable reasons. O alam mu yung alam mo pero di mo mapaliwanag, ganun?
Or I'm just plain weary.
--

Naglakwatsa kami ni be right after Ed Man class. Went to Greenbelt to have my Macbook's lense cleaned at the Apple Center tapos headed to G2, Pancake House. Around 8.30 na kami nakauwi, waited for Achii, kase bibisita sya sa dorm tapos ayun around 1am na yata kami nakatulog kakakwentuhan :]
--
Si Chaksito ko yung kumukuha nyan.

Last Saturday, we had our first session of the very untimely English Proficiency Program. Not that we're not in good command of the English language, but all the same, we're relearning English. It was quite a long session, pero nagulat talaga kami nila Chaksito ko nung around 3pm palang, pinalabas na kami, haha! Ayun, afternun nag-chill lang kami sa 7/11 nila Mars at Chaksito ko. Umuwi na sina Bil at Yanners.. Nag-laughtrip lang kami sa mga lollipop experience namin :] After an hour, hinatid na namin si Mars sa sakayan, mejo masama kase pakiramdam nya.. Kami naman ni Chaksito ko ai pumuntang Fujifilm kung saan napakamura ng mga film, haha :] Go, buy!

Beb and I met there, bowling session.

Improving na kaya ko, naka-dalawang strike ako! haha :] Yung iba kase laging may dalwang pin o tatlo na natitira :[[ It was our favorite bonding time, hee :] Afterwhich, we bought clothes tapos had dinner at Mcdo kase we're craving for Mcfloats, haha! Patch things, bandaid theory!
--
Nakakapikon ang Elasticity Theory. I hate it, ugh. Tama ka, reality-check talaga. Hmm. Ayuko na ng awkward moments, bby. Good luck naman.

PS. Ansaya mag-simba sa Church of God :]

LADY OF THRONE

2008-07-03T18:19:00.002+08:00

Whatever.
I forgot what Chax called me the other day. It was like a royal label and I liked it. Ironically, I forgot it.
--
From this moment on, I will start to relive again the right way of writing. Be it SMS or real writing.

I missed Performing Arts last Monday and I'm feeling kinda frustrated because [insert my Bitches' reason here]. Ugh, I forgot what to write.

BRR.

2008-06-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

i am sick.
totally sick.
i am a puking sick.
totally gross.

just hug me, will ya?

AM NOOKY :]

2008-06-29T16:58:00.007+08:00

we love chocolate pancakes :]
--
may sakit si beb. may sakit narin yata ako. si chuo magkakasakit narin. grabe, ang weird talaga ng panahon, ugh. so, bummer lang ako for the past two days, FRIENDS. disc 52 nako, ilan nalang ba til disc 78? HAHA :] that was quite an achievement. pagtpos nako sa FRIENDS, sana di na makalimutan sa monday ni chaksito ko ung pushing daisies at be kind rewind. hee, excited nako :] oo na, nagpaparinig ako sayo, bitch ka!

mm.
so kahapon my dalawa kong major achievement:

1. yung mala-performing arts drama ko na ngyari sa may JFH stairs, kasama ku si chaksito ku,
at
2. yung GA hosting.

masaya naman pareho, haha :]

ayun lang, after ng GA, nagpatay lang kami lalo ng oras ni chaksito ko sa 7/11, kumain kami at nag-share sa jungle juice :] yum. kwentuhan lang kami ng masaya tapos inuwian ko si bebii KO ng yogurt-flavored chupa chups na inintroduce sakin ni chaksito ko, nagustuhan naman nya, ansarap daw :]]

ayun, sige. gagawa muna ko ng homework. HAHA :] shit, may sakit ako.

EWW.

2008-06-25T22:50:00.004+08:00

maggots have been lurking all over my page.
kala ko tinanggal nako ng blogger, abandoned account daw.
HAHA.
--
so maraming nangyare, yum. panu ku ba simulan? err. ayun saturdays and sunday nasa QC kami uli, bonding with carlie, super namiss ko mga luto nya. at sya, syempre. tapos..

first week na namiss ko:

MONDAY
na-miss ko ang Performing Arts class dahil nagkasakit ako, nahawa ako sa sipon ni beb.

TUESDAY
nagmamadali ako akala ko 8.30 class, yun pala 10 pa, bongga. andaldal ng prof sa IJ, nakakatawa. kase naman, he's a gay. not a gay. bakit sya madaldal?? ayoko ng lalakeng madaldal. sa COM RES, weird. nag-limbo rack kami. pinagalitan ko si bil kase na-LSS xa dun sa pinatugtog ni sir, pagalis nila ng dorm, pati pala ko na-LSS, pinagalitan ako ni beb.

WEDNESDAY
nothing much on school. nag-movie date kami ni beb, lunch date sa tokyo-tokyo then, grocery. kungfu panda, yea :]

THURSDAY
di nakita ni ma'am saulo yung portfolio ko. pero astig nung kay drew, grabe :]

FRIDAY
ok naman ed man. went to QC right after. ai tinanong nga pala ko nila pol kung pwede ako mag-host sa GA sa 27, friday, ok lang naman :] sana wag aku mabulol kase naman nung high school lang ako forever hosting sa school pero tagal na nun, hell-O?!

WEEKEND
nag-bonding lang kami nila carlie forever.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK: adik nako sa FRIENDS. yea, old school much ako ngayon :]] ganda ng screenplay at ang cute ni phoebe, haha :]]

this week:

MONDAY
err. bagyo ee.

TUESDAY
nakkatwa mga pangyaayri sa COM RES. jusko thesis :]
monthsary namin, ahanswit ng letter sakin ni beb, naiyak akong malupit. snap, tagal na pala natin, ayuko mag-flashback, abutin ako ng maghapon neto.. <3
nakuha ku narin yung program ng GA.

WEDNESDAY
andaming froshies, nakakatwa kapag pinagmamasdan namin nila chax yung mga porma nila. halatang first year, parang laging CATWALK LA SALLE. haha :] umuwi kami after ng teaching strat, oh btw, hail to wewei for bitching our prof :]] wohoo. hilarious tlga ee. yung tipong gustu nyang ipahiya si wewei pero tables turned tlga, patawa. pamatay oras pa, we should do that some more. marami naring na-formulate na theories kami-kaming bitches tungkol sa prof na itu, ginisa namin sa dorm, amusing :] 1pm, consultation with sir gochi, nakakatwa kase:

Sir Gochi: O, walang tanong na Showbiz ha..
Dzeli: OK, sir.
*Dzeli binuksan ang laptop, Sir nakita ang wallpaper namin ni beb*
Sir Gochi: WOOOOOAAAH, you belong??????
Dzeli: Na-uh-uh, walang tanong na showbiz!!

HAHA. basta nakakaaliw lang amuse na amuse si sir ee, hanggang paglabas ng faculty my hang-over pa ee. ayun, tapos bonding lang kami nila chax at bil habang hintay si yanners, si mars invited sila sa GA ng engineering ba yun, nakakainis, di kami nakapanuod. ai etu ang highlight: PUTANGINA, MY WIFI SA DORM KOOOOO, FREEEEEEEE!!!

I LIKE INVENTED HOTT.

2008-06-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

WARNING:
this is a fucking hate entry.
--
so i started the day early because i promised bil we would jog together around the village by 6am. apparently, it helped release so much endorphine on me that i am feeling quite happy the entire day [though i was pretty annoyed of wearing the damn uniform which has this collar that sticks round your neck when it’s so hott, eww.] we hurried to school around 7.45, we were early birds, too early for the photo journ class.
photo journ class was okay, ms saulo’s nice :] hurried to dorm right after because we’re freakin’ sleepy, me, bil, and yanners. chaksito and mars went off to mars’ rehearsal for chorale, ahem. we planned to meet at TJF by 2pm for this thesis guidelines thing.

AND THIS IS WHERE THE HATE COMES IN..

YOU JERK. I WAS TOTALLY LAUGHING MY ASS OFF ON HOW POORLY YOU MAKE THAT DECISION!? OYEA, I KNOW I SHOULDN’T MIND BECAUSE IT WILL ONLY SATISFY YOU HOW AFFECTED I APPEAR, BUT I DON’T FUCKING CARE. YOU AND YOUR INFLATED EGO COULD ROT TOGETHER ON YOUR PERVERTED HELL. WHY, YOU THINK YOU’RE HOTT? NOT. SNAP.
and hey, reality-check, you.are.so.not.chuck.bass. you got that?!
please do me favor and don’t think i like you just because i asked. not even close.

you’re suppose to say yes, stupid.

SUDDENLY, WE'RE CHINESE :]

2008-06-11T17:03:00.005+08:00

oh well.
i have not been lurking on the tech-ish side of our world for the past week purely because i have been, well, taking a great vacation with my perfect boyfriend at hong kong.
it has been so overwhelming that i can barely discuss it here.. so, why don't you just drop by my dorm so i can basically make kwento or visit my multiply account just so you could have a glimpse of our daily activities there last week, i mean pictures.
--
damn, hong kong is like an ultimately big shopping mall. i particularly like their fashion. i actually spent lots and lots of dollars with those, and i don't regret it, haha :] street foods are oh-well-yummy. and those dimsum and sushi won't ever escape my choosy taste buds. great, i will truly miss those.
and our hotel.
and the space museum.
and the avenue of stars.
and nathan road.
and panash.
and the red cabs.
and the MTR.
and the ocean park.
and the disneyland.
and the auditoria.
and starbucks.
and saga mall.
and pioneer mall.
and kowloon park.
and..
oh snap, they're too plenty to mention :]
--
im happy i got beb back. it has been four long months of extreme long-distance torture. it was never good. but any mile would be good enough for me than to settle not having her. that would mean a lifetime agony of NOT waiting.
--
so june 9, we arrived at NAIA around 12.45am, i never thought i'd miss philippines. took a cab to my dorm, saw mama, dada, and chuo [which i asked to stay at my dorm that night], then we saw something else.

it. was. amazing.
apparently, my bitches: YAN, MARS, BIL, and CHAKSITO organized a supposedly surprise welcome back party for us, had the room decorated, and cooked carbonara. who would do that for a friend????? i may say i got the bestest best friends i could ever have. walang halong bola. really, we we're super happy. frolic. suddenly, it was the yummiest carbonara we ever had :]]
--
BACK TO SCHOOL.
bil was basically harassing me to join her jog. i was close to saying yes but the thing that's keeping me was the fact that she wants to work out at 5 in the fucking AM!? so yea, she just came rushing at my door, 6.45am. had a shower, prepared a little then we went to school together :]
seeing mars, chaksito and yanners again was funn. being with the whole block was fine. but that first lesson completely sucked. i am proud to say i am the perfect example of this BANTAY SA ORAS GANG. bleh :]
talked to sir gochuico right after class, thesis. met a new friend, polli :] nice. had halo-halo at chowking. went to my place with amiel, wei and yanners :] had lunch with beb, went to mama's to see esha, my new neice :]
OMG, she's a pretty baby.
--
beb's going to QC tom :[

2008-06-04T17:44:00.003+08:00

mapapraning ako kapag hindi ito ang pinost ko.

ugh, may hang-over parin ako ng fun talkk namin nila paul kahapon, literal na yun na naman ang pinaguusapan namin ni yanners, since morning. the good thing about us though, is the fact that we can talk about same old topic over and over but still make it seem so damn interesting :]
--
woke up 9am, shower then went to western union. nakapagpa-book nako!!!!!!!
OMG.
OMG.
OMG.
my triple letter score.
hello, sweet desperation!
went to robinsons imus right after to claim boyfriend's return ticket, syempre same flight kami :] oh gaaaad, everything went great. i was kinda paranoid pa nga kanina, like feeling ko:

a. maho-hold up ako
b. mananakaw yung passport ko
c. mapupunit yung ticket ko
d. all of the above

thankfully, nagawa ko yung letter e. none of the above :]
jusko ayuko nalang imaginine kung mangyari man isa jan. ok, sige na-imagine ku na nga, iiyak ako shitt. mapapariwara an buhay ko. HAHA :] kidding.

around 2.30pm, nagtext na skin si beb, nasa madrid na daw xa.. yun ang first stop over nya. second stop over nya sa helsinki. andaya no? kung susumahin ko, andami ng napuntahang lugar ni sarra, nakakapikon. HAHA :] bakit ba kase yung mga two-hour flights walang stop over? jusko, nakakapraning kung meron.

Sarra: Alam mu bii, kung walang mga stop over, adali naman akung makakarating sayu ee.
Dzeli: Oo nga dad ee.
Sarra: Alam mu ba kung bakit may mga stop over?
Dzeli: Oo naman no!
Sarra: O, bakit pala??
Dzeli: Syempre, kawawa naman yung eroplano!!
Sarra: Huh?! Yung tao ang kawawa! Nu ka ba naman, bii.

haha. pag naaalala ko kung gaano ko kaseryoso sa sagot ko sa tanung ni beb natatawa talaga ko. HAHA :]] 8am flight ko tom, shitt. ang aga. hindi lang ako ang nagreklamo, pati sina yanners at wei. tagal magreply nila chaksito ko at mars ee, di ko alam kung sasama sila maghatid, hopefully oo :] so sharp 4am, dpat sunduin nako ni mama sa dorm. 5am or 3hours earlier than the flight dapat nasa NAIA nako kase, groggy na siguro ku nito. grabe habang tinatype ku to, parang lalabas sa rib cage ko yung heart ko. kumusta naman yun?! BE STILL HAPPY HEART! ok, 10am nasa HK nako, so about 2hours and 30mins maghihintay sakin si beb, 7.30 kase xa magla-land sa HK :]
teka,
pamura lang di ku na talaga kaya!
PUTANGINA MAKIKITA KU NA BOYFRIEND KOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
--
teka hahanda ku na uli maleta ko. magkikita pa kami ngayun ni tita julie, may kukunin lang xa na top, papahiram ku kay yanners for this event sa ABS, must ang aming gorgeous bestfriend.
oha.

INSERT SMILEY

2008-06-03T21:33:00.005+08:00

i was suppose to post something serious tonight but i guess life being randomly exhilarating made me do the otherwise.
--
HAPPY MONDAY, June 2.

what's with monday, anyway? i know for a fact that i am ALWAYS never looking forward to mondays since, for a student like me, it only means being back to class. mondays are no good. but ok, best friends always make it bearable. that's like a given.
it was not really a quote-unquote, happy monday. me and yanners call it that cause it's some-MONDAY that doesn't go everyone's week. well, as far as we know, alright.

so. i had an imaginary friend, a shadow, could be. i'll leave to your imagination what could've happened that monday. hence, it was.. yea, a so-so imaginary.

YOU'RE WELCOME. I KNOW, IM SUCH A GOOD, UGH, FRIEND.
"The question that sometimes drives me hazy: Am I, or the others crazy?"

altogether, i want this crappy entry to be, well, sensible, so i will write down everything i've learned. be it ridiculous. or just non-sense. it's my page, you jerk!

LEARNING #1
Cliche as it may sound, but Filipinos are hospitable. Yes, in fact they will even invite you to stay for no apparent reason. Or maybe there is, but you're not allowed to know. yet.

LEARNING #2
Once a perv, oh yea you got it right, always NOT a perv when in front of an endearing crowd. you know what they say about multiple personalty disorder, eh?

LEARNING #3
Never, i repeat, NEVER accept give-away condoms from a MAXIM HOT 100 PARTY. Are you not alarmed? What the heck are they thinking?? Giving you that?! It's like a euphemism that you're a less hott virgin of them, right? Ok, stop talking, you're making it obvious.

LEARNING #4
Some people, especially those with names beginning with A, M, J, or S are particularly pushy. Get ready.

LEARNING #5
Control over will. Believe me, it works.

LEARNING #6
Karmic Law doesn't always work for me. Too bad, it usually works on you.
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i have been re-routed to the page of dzeli, the doomed.

see, tomorrow, June 4, is my boyfriend's flight from Spain to Hongkong. i know, right,?! im suppose to be fuckingly excited about it. and i am. really. but the thing is, i am kinda freaking out right now cause i haven't booked for my flight yet. this whole booking-a-flight thing has gotten into my nerves that it made my whole system out of order. i am bickering the entire day. well, except for the few hasty afternoon hours when my bitches came with paul. amiel, that is. it made everything kinda consoling, thanks for all the fun talk. it made my day :]

*talking about some hott-in-here stuff, no it's not green*
Wei: Good excuse to like show some skin?
Yan: Yea, kanina super hott, i was like, ugh.. Tinataas ku na partial yung shirt ko.
Dze: Ooh. 50% because of the heat, and what about the other 50?
Paul: HAHA. Alam mo magkakasundu tayo!
Dze: Yea, I know, right?! HAHA.

OMG. i can't believe chaksito, our queen bee wasn't there. even mars' missing in action, boo-hoo, you bitches. IKAW NA CHAX ANG NA-STUCK SA SM BACOOR! i love you na nga, sigi.
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7.30, we left my dorm. went to SM dasma to finally book a flight but daaaamnit, they're offline! good luck, wednesday. feed me yogurt, sugar.

STRAWBERRY YOGURT

2008-06-01T19:27:00.002+08:00

i wasnt feeling well yesterday.. i was totally sick-ish for not having ANY meal for almost two days. i swear, i will never let that happen again, dreadful feeling. thanks to the royalty, di nila ko iniwan kahit through SMS lang :]
--
i turned the lights off and browsed my iPhoto last night. i was kinda suffering from nostalgia so i started browsing several old albums. i bumped into this Gawad Liberal album and started clicking NEXT. and since i am feeling quite nocturnal, i edited one of my CPC pics :] just this instance that i clicked "DONE", a terrible thing happened and i was horribly shocked..

SO HINDI TALAGA KO FAN NG SUPERSTITIONS.
but my friend, paul, literal.. wala talaga syang ulo sa pic. so naisip ko namalik-mata lang ako, so click ko uli yung NEXT. tapos BACK. tapos ganun parin, wala prin :x ayun, kinabahan nako super at tinext ku na sya.. i mean, it wouldn't hurt to follow taboos, right? ayun, so mejo panic mode naman si hotsexx [ahem] at tumawag sya agad skin.. actually, panic mode din ako kase first time ko naka-encounter ng ganun ee :[
kaya ayun. sabi ko, be cautious nalang..
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12 na yata ko nagising today. went to SM dasma, withdraw ng allowance. grocery. bought clothes. bili ng choco roll cake at ng yummy KFC snack bowl. around six, nagkita kami ni achii ko, Bnigay ku lang allowance nya, kontting kwentuhan ta hinatid ku na sya sa bus stop. sa bulacan naman ngayun duty nya :]
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nanggaling pala kong travel agency kanina, baka sa tues nako bumili ng ticket, thurs na kase dapat flight ko :] shitt, excited nako makita boyfriend KO, HAHA! :]]

MAKE THAT ENGINE PURR

2008-05-30T17:34:00.005+08:00

bummer ako for the last two days kaya di nako nag-blog. haha :] yesterday, total bummer din ako, until yan, my hott stuff, texted me, inviting me sa MAXIM HOT 100 PARTY :] alam kase nyang wala akung kahirap-hirap yayain. haha :] so went to makati, took a cab from ayala ave at ng makita ko na ang A.Venue, isang WOW na frenzy balloon ang sumalubon skin at ang yummy ko na hott stuff. ayun, pinakilala lang muna ko ni yan sa boss nya then pila, then ayun ok na, VIP PASS, orayt! super daming tao, like really madami.

ayun, watch watch lang kmi til 11pm nung lumabas na si angel, infairness, ang pretty nya pala in person :] at humble xa na pa-sweet compared kay RR na super tease
lang ang ginawa sa stage. haha :] pero hott, i must say. after angel, lumabas na kami and so are the other folks.
nagpicturan nalng kami sa photowall with ms jen at sir john, na super cool boss ni hott stuff!

pauwi hinatid lang kami ng convoy ng ABS sa my highway then took a bus to yanner's house sa my pasay :] grabe super anun oras na kaming nakatulog kafo-formulate ng kung anu-anong theory at plano. HAHA :] i love you, my bitch.
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woke up 7am, had breakfast, umalis na kami ng 8am then ayun, partways sa my coastal, bummer lang aku uli sa bahay. edit ng photos, slep til 5pm, haha :] then talked to beb.

QUICKIE

2008-05-26T18:46:00.002+08:00

and just like the USUAL quickie, it turned out: we're both bitin.

ugh, scratch that corrupted mind of whoever you are :] i meant with our gossip girl much much, me and bil.
--
gumising ako 10am, had a quick breakfast, nag mama a little bit tungkol sa maleta ko then went back sa dorm.. may usapan kasi kami ni bil na visit sya dorm so we could watch gossip girl together again. see, yung series ko kase is like kulang ng 8 episodes, thanks to queen chaksito ko. ayun so pinanuod namin yung last 8 episodes left :] grabe talagang buong araw yun lang ginawa namin, haha :] ibang klase tlga kapag with bitches manuod ng GG :] bliss. super basta, MASAYA!

so bakit sya nging 'quickie'?
kase naman, yung last episode ko, sa sobrang excitement ko, D ku na natapos maDL, so 10mins lang yung napanuod namin, nakakatawa. inis na inis kami na natatawa! haha. ayun, super gawa na kami ng conclusions, it was funn.

hinatid ku na si bil, past 6. at inuulit ku uli ang GG :]]
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bubuu texted na pala na pinahanap nya nako ngticket sa barcelo earlier. im excited na but i dunn wanna think about it muna. 10 more days :]

GREEN

2008-05-25T19:00:00.003+08:00

once again, a knock on my door woke me up from a lovely dream. ugh.
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around 9am yata nung dumating si achii sa dorm. grabe, super antok pako, nag-ayus lang ako konti, di nako naligo tapos direcho na kami kay mama :] bummer lang ako magdamag. nagharutan lang kami ni chuo habang hinhintay kong magising si beb para makapgusap na kami. 5pm na yata sya nagising, annoying :x

talked to papa earlier, nangamusta lang sya. ayun, it's nice to hear his voice once in a while :]]
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gossip girl much nalang ako uli today plus sorting yung places na pupuntahan sa HK. ticket ko nalang kulang pala at ok na lahat :] naunahan pako ni beb magkaticket, akalain mu yun?? excited nakong magkita kami sa airport. oh holy crap, magkaaway nga pala kmi ngayun dahil sa isang tamang selos. jusko.

BLIND ITEM:
si girl na-hottan sa guy friend ni guy one. so sabi nya kay guy one, "ang hot naman ni your guy friend! tell me, he's hott, di ba?" tapos itung si guy one ang sagot lang kay girla isang malutong na "No Comment". question na malupit, nagselos ba tung si guy one [kase tlga namang hott si guy friend]? o assuming lang si girl? haha :]]

ayun lang :]
xoxo.

LIFE BEGINS AT 40.

2008-05-24T20:33:00.005+08:00

and so they say. is it true, anyway?
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tita julie turned 44 yesterday, but she decided to celebrate it today :] ininvite ni yanners ang bitches kaso kami lang ni wewei ang pwede. [HUMANDA KA TALAGA CHAKSITO, INUNA MU PA YANG REUNION MO HA, SIGE. HAHA :]] so ginising ako ni wewei at past 10 yata yun. i so hate her kase super ganda ng panaginip ko but when she knocked, it faded so fast. I CAN'T GET IT BACK!! haha, nakakafrustrate tlga, i so love my dream :[ so naligo muna ko while i leave bil reading COSMO tapos fix, fix then off we go to yanners place. annoying tlga mga driver kase super sugapa sa pamasahe, i hate price hikes. i mean, who doesn't? tapos pagdating namin dun, kwentuhan lang onti tas inupakan na namin yung mangga. tinitease nya kase ko ee. i mean, ng mangga. haha :] after nun, hinanda na namin yung table tapos binugaw namin yung mga pathetic na langaw. HAHA :] after a while dumating na yung ibang bisita ni tita julie tapos nag-lunch na kami together, xempre prayer muna tapos the traditional HAPPY BDAY blah-blah. naka-take three ako, major pig out tlga, funny. tapos nagkwentuhan lang kami ng mga naughty deets naming bitches at hella fun tlga tapos kumain na naman kame, haha. basta every break, kain. tapos naglakad kami sa golden, punta clubhouse tapos kwentuhan kami uli. forever kwentuhan :] after an hour siguro bumalik na kami sa bahay nila yanners tapos ngkwentuhan uli kami with tita julie naman! xempre chinika namin kay tita yung mga namiss nyang deets, haha :] major kwentuhan tlga. tapos kumain na naman kame, jusme. around 5 umuwi na kame :]

WE LOVE YOU, TITA JULIE :]]

i love you, my bitches.
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natuwa talaga ko ke beb ee. kilala ku na talaga yung gagong yun. ee di monthsary namin ngayun. 37th 24. ayun, di ko sya binati nung 12 midnight last night ee, tas di nya rin ako binati. iniisip nya siguro nakalimutan ko, pero di naman tlga. haha :] nagpapa-kiyut lang ako. tas nung gabi na ng 24, ee di after nya sa work, nararamdaman ku na tlga natatawag yung panget na yun ee. anggaling ku tlga, biglang nag-ring phone ko :]] mahal na mahal talaga kita.

Dzeli: O bakit ka tumawag ha, may sasabihin ka ba?
Sarra: Ha? Ikaw..
Dzeli: Eee, may sasabihin ka ee!
Sarra: Alin? na happy 24?

anlandi ee. i love you. oo na, malapit na tayo magkita, yummy.

THINKEN.

2008-05-23T18:58:00.004+08:00

nahanap ku na passport ko! wahaha.
I AM SO GOING TO HONG KONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! haha :]
see you very soon, disneyland!
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nagkita lang kami ni bil ngayun, bored kase sya kaya nag-hang out lang kami sa dorm tom. cheap thrill lang kase kanina pareho kaming broke, pero masaya kami. oo, nabubuhay ang tao ng pagibig lang, oha :]] nag tuna canton kami uli, big bang, at champola. sayang wala ang ibang bitches :[ di kumpleto ang royalty. haha :] iniis pa namin si yanners sa text sabi namin bading si David Cook [crush namin xa], sabi nya "WEH?" haha. kapag tlga may gustu ka sa isang tao, yung gustu mu lang marinig ang pakikinggan mo no? tapos kapag ayaw mo, fini-filter mu lang yung paniniwalaan mo. ang coolness. hanep na pagibig. so ayun, around 1 na siguro dumating si bil, tapos 6pm na sya umuwi. hanep talaga, kapag kami magkasama di kami nauubusan ng pinaguuspan, nakakaaliw. loves it!

salamat sa maleta, bil. thanks for saving me the trouble of going to imus :] tinatamad tlga kong kunin maleta ku dun. pero mukang kukunin ko rin dahil maliit yung pinahiram mo, hehe :]
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24 na bukas. o-yay!

DESPERATELY SEEKING D

2008-05-22T14:33:00.003+08:00

nawawala passport ko. di ko makita. di ko matandaan san ko tinago. oha. masyado nakong kinakabahan :[ sabi ko na nga ba may masamang mangyayare kase naging masaya ko nitong mga nkaraang araw ee. tas kahapon pa nagkasama-sama kami uli nila yanners, sobrang saya namin. ai pucha.
bright side muna ko.
IM MS. BRIGHTSIDE nga pala.
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so ayun, dapat magkikita kami nila bil sa school kahapon kaso kase super lakas ng ulan, na-stuck ako sa dorm. kasma ko si mama, binago uli namin ayos ng kwarto ko :3 ayun. maganda naman.
lunch time dumating si bil, may ngyari daw kase sa school at kwinento nya skin yun. basta. tapos after mga 1 hour siguro, dumating na sila yanners at chaksito ko. kala ko makukumpleto na kami kahapon, kaso wala si mars :x ayun nagkwentuhan kami maghapon kasama namin si mama, nkkapraning. tapos nung umuwi na sila mama, iba naman pinagkaabalahan namin. mejo masakit ulo ni chaksito kaya pinipilit nyang matulog kahit gustu nya talagang panuorin yung paggawa namin ng mga music video nila yanners, NYAHAHA :]]

actually, marami to, pero to lang ilalagay kong link ha, baka sabihin nyo masyadong bad influence pagbabarkadahan namin ee, haha:

i love you, my bitches. ikaw mars, kapag balik mo sa dorm, dat may solo vid ka! haha :]]
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nagkita nga pala kami ni kuya kiko sa BK knina, ayun Bnigyan nya ko ng lollipop. sarrap :] salamat, kuya.
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sana mahanap ko passport ko paguwi, papatulong ako ke mama.

THE BLAIR BITCH PROJECT

2008-05-20T11:30:00.005+08:00

Spotted. Not-so-lonely boy finally going home. Now this could be so classic! Send me the deets. And who am I? That's one secret I'll never tell. The only one. You know you love me!
Xoxo, Gossip Girl.

naalala ko lang dahil sa gossip girl infection ko, nagtrip kami nun nila chax ee..

Dzeli: ee di pano yan, si mars na si K. *tawa si mars* Ikaw [turo kay chaksito], ikaw na si C!
Chax: ee pano si wewei, anghaba! W?!
*lahat kame tumawa*
Weizel: hindi kaya, C nako! Christine, di ba?!
Dzeli: ee pano si chax, di pareho na kayo?? C rin xa ee! teka panu ko?
Weizel: ee di D!
Dzeli: D ba? o J??

haha. nakakatawa ee. so anu kaya? sige, D nalang ako kase si jenny humphrey na si J ee, haha :] oh great, i so love gossip girl. kabisado ko na script nila sa sobrang 12 times ko na yata syang napapanuod? o 16?? lalala :]]

nagtext sakin si wewei sabi nya:
"sil, i so love blair but her clothes wont fit me."
sabi ko sknya:
"bil, im so laughing. we're of the same body type, sorry. haha!"

kinabukasan:

Weizel: basta im Blair. you're Serena. im B, you're S.
Dzeli: ugh, no! i dont like S, im B!!
Weizel: anu ka ba, im BILLY, remember? you're SILLY. kaya im B and you're S!!
Dzeli: bakit, kasya ba sayo damit ni Blair? haha.
Weizel: o, bakit sinu bang kulot?
Dzeli: di naman natural curls yung kay Blair ee.
Karen and Chax: o sige na, kayu na si S at B!
*tawanan kaming lahat*

wala lang, sarap alalahanin.
ito yung isa sa maraming pagkakataon na pang-series na tlga yung buhay naming magbabarkada ee, sabi nga ni bil "nako, i think our lives should be one of those series na ee, anggaling kase, we have different personalities tlga!" coolness. tama naman, papayaman muna ko. gagawin naming series to tapos to be shown internationally. bongga.

oh well, masaya lang ako ngayun. sabayan ka pa nitong happy working song ni giselle sa the enchanted?! panu kang di magiging high? loves it! may 20 na, yohoo :]] ngayun lang ako naging masaya na magju-june na, napaka-ironic. haha :]

Mama: [nung akala nya uuwi na si beb] dalwang tulog nalang uuwi na si sarra beb!!
Dada: talaga ba?? dalawang tulog nalang?? ee di kapag pumikit ako, ma, tas dumilat ako uli tas pumikit ako, pagkadilat ko andito na si dadii sarra beb??

si dada yung pamangkin kong 4yrs old. may crush sya kay sarra. super, you should see. kinikilig yan banggitin mu lang pangalan ni beb, nakakatawa. feeling nya kung hindi kami, sya ang girlfriend ni sarra. ganun sya ka-adik.

bbye na muna :]

BAKED TAHONG :]

2008-05-19T12:43:00.003+08:00

pakiramdam ko, mabudburan ako ng cheese ngayun. haha :] ansarap ko.
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bati na kami ng immature na kaaway ko. grabe ang masasabi ku lang, you bring me high hopes. a fine frenzy :] antagal mo sa YM, pero ok lang. konting tiis nalang naman at di na natin kelangan nitong YM nato. o ng skype. o ng iCHAT. i love you.

CHAKSITO KO,
biatch, salamat kagabi. nakakangiti nako uli :]
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so ngayung araw na to, nagaral ako ng mga bagong recipe. my dalawa nakong bagong natutunan: caldereta at baked tahong, yummy. care of mama, o-yay! naghahanda kase ku para sa paguwi ni beb. well, actually, sa paguwi NAMIN ni beb. we had this plan on going to melbourne, australia kase by june 3 sana kaso di pala aabot ang aking visa dahil according to my reliable source, hotsexx aka reamel abella, more likely 2-3weeks ang processing. tinanong ku rin ang ex ni achii dahil nasa sydney sya ngayun at tama nga, 2-3 weeks daw. so buh-bye, melbourne. :[[ balik kami sa dating plano.. HK. masaya naman din ako kase old plan na namin to. relive. this time, hello disneyland na :]
dapat didirecho kaming macau after, but since ang rsume ng klase ai june 9, hindi na magiging fun yun. sa next trip nalang.

bale ako ai excited na aalis magisa papuntang hongkong sa june 3 at magkikita nalang kami ni beb sa airport, direcho sa aming hotel. excited nako. hopefully everything goes according to plan :]]

praying parin akong matuloy kami sa melbourne by sem break or christmas break or fourth anniv :D
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ambangu ni chuo.. naiwan ko sa apartment yung cardinal shampoo nya kaya nag-sunsilk sya kanina, oha! inspired by ms marimar, haha :] ayun, maghapon sya kama. antaba talaga ni eboy, nakakainis.
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may date kami nila bil at yanners sa wed. at mago-ON AIR kami sa LS Radio. pwde ba mag-bitch talk dun? haha.
mis na mis ko na si yanners, tagal na namin syang di nakakasama.

YOU SING ME SPANISH LULLABYES

2008-05-18T12:47:00.004+08:00

wala ko sa mood magsulat.
i feel like my heart is going through a paper shredder :[[
you're the ticket to my emotional rollercoaster.

NOT A PORNSTARR.

2008-05-15T18:27:00.002+08:00

ive had another encounter with an exhibitionist yesterday.
ANU BANG MERUN AKO?? i was wearing a tee and a capri pants, what's wrong with that?! jusko, andami na tlgang manyak sa mundo.
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i was a bum yesterday. i decorated my room, it was fab. promise, you should see it :] nakalimutan ko yung pic so later ko na upload. im so tamad and that's so conyo. haha :]] tapos went to the mall kase nga naisipan kong mag-grocery dahil nga wala ng laman ref ko at ayoko ng ganun dahil may alaga akong sawa, so ayun. nasa jeep nako nung nakita ko na naman ang isang kahina-hinalang tingin ng isang mama na naka-jersey shorts, definitely hindi sya disenteng suot para pumunta sa mall [judgemental?? no.] at kinutuban nako. nakakatwa pa dahil yung katabi ko ang una kong pinaghinalaan na perv yun pala yung katabi ng katapat ko ang perv. grabe, alarming na talga to. :[ i am so freaking out. sabi ko nga kina mars at chax, kung my sini-secrete ang girls para maka-attract ng exhibitionist, malamang marami ako nun. sagana. i hate it.

aa basta, maganda room namin ni sarra.
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WE ARE NOW OFFICIALLY SENIORS.
di ako makapaniwala, ang bilis. parang kelan lang takot pako sa mga higad sa puno sa la salle, tapos ngayun kiber nalng. nakakatawa na ngayon, malakas na loob naming mang-bully ng froshies, hell-O. haha :]
maganda naman sched namin maliban sa isang 7am ang pasok. every friday yata yun. ack. kaya naka-formulate na ng plano si chaksito ko. sakin daw sya matutulog tuwing thurs. ayun, bonggang-bongga to sigurado! after namin mag-enroll, pumunta na kami CAD uli kase sabay-sabay kami kakan nila bil, ee nandun xa kaya gumoers na kami JFH. natawa ko ke mars, kase ang landi ee, sabi banaman "hala, aku kaya kanino makikitulog ng thursday?" landi no? saB ko, aba di kanino pa, de skin, jusko naman. haha :] tas natawa kaming tatlo. haha :]
had lunch dapat sa fiat kaso tamad ni bil maglakad, nag-SBC kme. may awkward na ngyare.
ESP.
basta nakakatawa tlga. dumirecho na kami dorm ko after. nag-kwentuhan, gossip girl much at nagpantasya. ayun, after an hour umalis narin si bil kase si tita cecile magkikita sila.. sina mars at chax ng-stay. nagluto kami ng tuna canton, yummy :] sarrap tlga. tas nanuod kami ng john tucker must die kahit kabisado ku na Un, kelangan ku kase ipakita ke chaksito ko si DAN HUMPHREY kapag long hair. shitt, gwapo. haha :] ayun, pinahiram nako ng season one ni chaksito ko ng criminal minds, papanuorin ku na yung kai reid mamaya. :]] si mars naman, pinahram ku na ng mahal na mahal kong gossip girl :] wee, pagkekwentuhan na namin sina nate at chuck at blair at serena bukas! haha :]
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i wish this time you won't fail me.

2008-05-13T11:01:00.011+08:00

MOTHER's DAY :]

had a lunch date with mama and achii plus dada at max's :] grabe full na full talaga kame, we can hardly walk. haha :] it was fun. sa sobrang busy kase tlaga naming magkapatid, kahit close kami nila mama, minsan nalang kami makalabas, mas madalas bonding sa bahay lang, so this meant a lot to me. to us :] ang initial plan tlga mag-pa-pamper day kame, pero ayun, nauwi kami sa matinding chibog. nakakatuwa nga, super di tlga napigilan nung waiter yung ngiti nya nung umoorder kame.. tipong "whoa. katawang babae, chan ng lalake?!" haha.

after nun, nag-videoke kame. manunuod sana kami movie, kaso nainip kami sa shedule, hindi sumangayaon samin kaya ayun :]

ayun..
mama, we love you. we'll get through everything, we know that :]
YOU ROCK.

dapat right after the lunch date magkikita kami ni bil sa qc, my wedding kase tita nya, she's invitin me.. ayun, since late na kami natapos, di nako nakapunta kay wewei ku :[ i so miss her.
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MONDAY.

i woke up very early. appointment sa dentist, kinabit na ang lower brackets ko. ok naman xa, i guess. at Bnigyan nako ng inter-dental kit. OMG, i badly need it :]] tapos nagkita kami ni beszpat aka gerrick sa quezon ave mrt station, plano naming magpakasaya sa trinoma kase anlalakas ng ulan, sa shang nalang kmi then sa megamall :] had krispy kreme tapos punta sa kung anu-anung store tapos hinamon ku na xa sa dance revo, haha! fun fun :] ayun, masaya tlga kmi :]

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bati na yata kami ni sarra. nakakinis. haha :]

CHOKING ON YOUR ALIBIS

2008-05-10T17:03:00.006+08:00

BIL.

i spent my last three days with bil so i haven't had enough time to blog. we've been lesbian lovers for three nights at my apartment. seriously. my neighbors thought we're lovers. not that we aren't. but never on that level. it was funny, we can't help but laugh every time we see people STARING at us. we get that all the time. it's all we need in this time of ugh craps.
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chax and i decided to meet at school for this unknown appointment with ma'am ani. milleh told me it's kinda like about being under prob, so we thought about it.. ayun, it just so happened that she wants our record to be updated. like have this piece of paper signed, we're not under probation, haha :] wewei came right after then we had unexpected plans to go to the mall so suddenly. watch a movie. inaasar namin si bil sa forbidden kingdom or what happens in vegas, no offense, i love ashton, kaso these movies are like pirated-copy material, hindi large screen material, so we decided to watch IRONMAN instead kase according to chaksito ko, mataas ang rating :]] since it's scheduled 1.20, we had lunch at wendy's muna.. i had a yummy big ceasar salad. i have been craving for this one since we last went sa pancake house. and my braces are not gonna stop me! haha :]] afterthen, nag-camwhoring na kami sa movie house, nakakatwa but it was fun.
watched IRONMAN.. that was one of the greatest MARVEL COMICS TURNED TO MOVIE thing. gaad, tlgang natuwa kaming tatlo! haha :] good thing kase we really need a good laugh ee. :] and we had it.
plinano naming mag-ice cream kaso tlgang mailap samin ang pagkkataon at nauwi na kami sa scoopery. which was very unfortunate kase i can't bite the friggin cone! :[ i was very frustrated :[ ugh.

afterthen, nagpunta na kami sa apartment ko, talked non-stop then watched criminal minds, gossip girl and simple life :] it was fun. tapos hinatid na namin si chaksito ko ata round 6pm.. bil stayed with me, im happy she did. talked non-stop.. blah-blah. we miss yanners and mars :[
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we came up with this cool idea : SERIES. :]
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i had the worst morning the next day.
have you ever had this feeling like you can hear your heartbeat in your ears? feeling your stomach falling down your butt? and having this huge lump on your throat like after you dry-swallow a big pill? well, aside from cady heron, i felt all that. the silly thing is, it's all because of a lame text. bil's still asleep, i couldn't wake her.. pretty much, i can't explain it here, but bottom line is, it sucks big time to be tricked. to get fooled. worse than being cheated.
just do me a favor, don't you dare use my lines against me. it's of no use. i'll talk to you when you really get home. as of now, i think we're done. i don't know how to end it but if i don't, it just wouldn't feel right.. maybe i need time? i just suck at goodbyes. and im choking on your alibis.

talked to bil just when she woke up. went to school then visit the mall. it's good to have a best friend and a salon therapy. i had my hair cut. went home again, talked non-stop with bil, pigged out, laughed, felt sad, colored bil's hair cherry brown. it was fun :] tapos, nag-malandi lang kame, she curled my hair. i quite forgot my dilemmas. ugh, life is uncontrollably exhilarating.

meet my new boyfriend
the next day, inayos lang namin apartment tapos punta naman kami sa kanila. tita cecile's coming home and tis is where another drama starts. blah-blah.
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we're gonna cross dress next week. im excited. there's never a dull moment when im with you, bil. thank you too for bearing the heartaches and 'those' silly thoughts with me. i love you.
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and oh, btw. bil cut my bangs:
isa na daw akong innocent bitch kase my full bangs nako uli, haha.
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uwi muna kong bahay. me and achii has plans for mama tomorrow. :]
happy mother's day everyone.

I KNOW RIGHT?!

2008-05-06T16:25:00.004+08:00

i was with wewei and millie last night :] kailangan nya kase ng crisis management, haha :] so yea, after i met my mom at around 8.30, i headed to milli bitch's place :] andun din si jub, friend ni milli.. and her boyfriend. tapos, gossip much lang kame, tapos ini-spill na ni wewei yung something freaky that happened to her like two days ago.. creepy tlga. tapos ako naman hot seat nila millie everytime jub goes out of the room, xempre confidential material daw yung info ko, haha.

jub left around 10pm, i guess.. afterwhich, nagmalandi kami ni millie at nagmake-upan kame, something i don't usually do, well not much, anyway. camwhoring.

slept with bil afterwards, millie on the other bed with a friend tapos ayun. haha :]]
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woke up, millie gone. nasa school na sila, kwentuhan uli with bil then partways na.. grocery muna ko sa walter then lunch sa mcdo. fastfood much, loves it! haha :] linis ng room, went to office to have my eval at para makita si father jess!! ai ai, mis na mis ko na ang bangs nya!

may nagbago, nagpagupit sya! na-shock ako, haha :] sa ngayon, pinagpaplanuhan pa namin kung part pa sya ng Mama mo Group, haha :] at kasalukuyan syang nagmamalndi sa likod ko. haha! :]]
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magpapakain nga pala si sir choi, duh. sana sagutan nya na eval form ko kase super done na ko sa OJT.
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feeling ko sosorpresahin ako ng paguwi ni beb. HUNCH.

METAL-MOUTH

2008-05-05T09:56:00.005+08:00

tagal kong di nakapag-blog. it's a good thing i'd have to write not talk to tell stories here, mejo mahirap akong magsalita ngayon.. i just got my braces yesterday :] masakit sya, sigh.

muka ba akong nerd? o ok lang??

so ayun, rj and i met at starbucks, manila just right after i got my braces.. actually, di pa xa tapos, upper teeth palang, wala kasing available na molar band for my lower teeth yesterday so sabi ni doc cath, balik daw ako by next weekend to get my lower teeth done :] thankful naman ako at napakagaan ng kamay ni ate cat, i swear. sumakit lang yung braces ko nung midnight na, so technically, wala pakong matinong tulog..

chocolate cream and chip.
strawberries and cream.
VENTI :]

i was about to order yung dulce de leche kaso naman i've realized na di advisable since my caffeine yun, baka lalo akong di makatulog :x had a biscotti and my favorite sbucks lolli :] nag-edit na "kami" ni rj, haha. ayun, after about two hours or so, achii arrived, kwentuhan much lang kami,

i showed your yung mga shina-paholic series ko [i bought 3 clothes at freeway at one top sa just G] kaya mejo guilt trip ako pero im happy. gave her her allowance tapos ayun.. around 8.40 na kami nag-partways nila rj. we had dinner at mcdo tapos dun muna ko sa dorm nya since gabi na at katakot na umuwi ng cavite :]

FWSB

2008-05-01T14:15:00.003+08:00

sa mga pagkakataong ganito, ayoko munang maniwala sa plane crash. [insert reasons here.]

may nabasa ako kanina:
"YOU ARE IN SUCH A WEIRD AFFAIR."

napaisip tuloy ako anung context ng message na to?

anyway, puyat ako na hindi. kahapon, i had fun with my neighbors sa compound kase bday ni socky, best friend ni roel. akala ko nung una mag-on sila, "best friends" lang pala. haha :] so ayun, buti nlang talga kase super bored aku, nag-pig out lang kami kila socky, sarrap ng cake, loves it! tapos late na dumating sina russ at julia, pero ok narin, masaya naman kami lalo. tapos, texted yanners about something, invite nya ko sa house nila kaso im too lazy kaya ayun, extension nlng ng saya.. [insert story here] haha :] hanep talaga, tulog agad ee. labu ko? basta, dry.
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nagkasama-sama kami uli ng Mama mo group, kaso kulang kami :[ push kami sa time zone, xempre tapos talgang pinaghirapan namin makuha si doraemon para emblem ng internship team namin, coolness :] nakuha naman namin xa. had lunch, push na sa office, edit docu. last day na nito tom, hopefully matapos na tlga kase super sobra na yung OJT hours ko, hindi ko na nagamit yung bonus hours ko dahil sa singapore tour. anyway, fun naman :]

nagkausap din kami ni bil kanina, namimis ku na tlga si wewei, grabe. it makes me sick :x ayun, spilled some beans, kwentuhan, blah blahs. i so miss bil :[ im happy we got the chance to talk again kase super busy nga sya lately..

btw, this weird dream has been visiting my bubuu for quite some time na, im getting worried. :[ i hope it's just nothing.

SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS

2008-04-30T16:08:00.003+08:00

ANU KA GOLD FISH? short term memory loss ka jan.
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di ako nakapag-blog kahapon, i was too tired to hit the iNET :[ di parin namin tapos yung pag-edit ng docu.. i was like awake til 6am sa pagtatranscribe ng script while everyone's asleep, rj trying to edit. by morning talagang sabog ako at sila naman gising ako tulog. nocturnal much, eh?
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namis ko tumbler ko :] salamat at marami akong natutunan-slash-nalaman kagabi. amnesia.
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so yea, galing akong office earlier, pero yung ibang MAMA MO group nasa PLM pa, while sila nicaa and mix naman, nasa ballet na :[ it sucks, i miss them so much. super cheesy tlga namin the other day kase jess started it all when he gave us letters. super na-touch tlga ko.. btw, ginawa ni jess to kase magpa-partways na kami, malapit na. :[ kaya super pinu-push talga namin yung swimming namin sa san pablo, ganun kami naging close ng mga ka-team ko, ganap na ganap tlga! haha, loves it :]

landi ni jess no?? nakakatuwa tlga yung letter nya skin, talagang basta masarap basahin :]] ayun, nung nag-partways na kami, tlgang ang cheesy namin, nag-group hug pa kami sa high-way!! as in. sweet.
tapos nag-dance revo ako magisa kanina.. gaad, it sucks big time. it's just no fun withourt mix :[

naku anu pa bang sasabihin ko? ayun, bati na pala kami ni beb, nag-away kase kami kase namimis na nya daw ako. ee hell-O, kumusta naman Un, di ba? pero ok na :] malapit ka ng umuwi. ayan, matutulog na muna ako kase wala pa tlga akong tulog as in, di pa ko nakakabawi ng maigi. magpapataba nako uli.

FLIRT AT YOUR OWN RISK.

2008-04-28T23:18:00.007+08:00

di kami nagising sa alarm clock ni chax, nagising kami sa phone call ni mars. magkikita-kita kasi kami sa binakayan para sabay-sabay kami punta school, para mmag-fcukin pre-reg. ayun, had breakfast.. alis na. kita kay mars, tawa, kwentuhan, inggitan, blahs.
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arrived at school, saw a freakin germonster [ayuon kay rj], naku tlgang muntik ku na syang mapatay sa kaangasang wala sa lugar. haha :]] 1pm pa daw ang pre-reg kaya ayun, kain muna kami. ai ayun, naalala ku pa, yung accomplishment report na pinakita skin ni ate noi na ipapasa after mag-OJT nalurkey ako. panu, tinignan ku na kase tapos nako mag-ojt ee, ang kapal, kaloka. haha :]

tawa kami forever nila anna, mars, chax tas dumating na si yanners, ayun, tawa some more :] kaso di na namin ma-push yung 1pm ni yanners kase naman kailangan tlga kami sa work, di ba nga im still staying for some courtesy reasons, haha :] ayun, nag-iwan kami authorization kay mars at chax, tas gumoers na kami. chikahan kami forever ni yanners sa jeep at nag-partways na kami sa bus stop, direcho nakong office tapos mall, tapos dito na kami bahay nila nicaa, doing some office works. editing for real na talaga kase aalis na kami nila mix at nicaa, so kelangan na tlga matapos tung docu na to, haha :]

sige, back to work nako, nocturnal.
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man, keep it real. di ka sasaya nyan. tumbler ko, akina. di ako pupunta sa inyo.
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1week nalang, uuwi na si sarra KO. oo, chocolates mo :]]

COOKING WITH MAMA CHERRY

2008-04-27T16:33:00.007+08:00

grabe, 11.30 na kami nagising ni chaksito, pano naman 2am na kami nakatulog sa kakakwentuhan ng nakakatakot. kase nga may ngyareng creepy sknya last time, ee di ayun, dinugtungan pa namin ng kung anu-anong kwento. haha :] tapos nakinig pa kami magdamag nila charisse ng recorded tambalan ON AIR [nicole at chris], ayun tawa kami ng tawa. tapos forever din kaming nag-youtube, napanuod ku na si charice pempengco, mahusay. aabangan namin sya sa oprah sa may :] inaayos narin namin ang plano namin para sa mga musical na papanuorin naming magbabarkada :]]
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pagkagising namin, tambalan uli tapos lunch. naparami tlga yung kain ko, jusme. aku ngdakot ng pagkain ng chaksito ko, onti lang dpat. grabe panu naman, sa tinagal-tagal naming magkaibigan, kagabi nya lang skin pinakita yung pic nya nung payat pa sya at napamura talaga ako kase ang ganda nya! kaya naku naku, puspusan tlga ang pamimilit namin nila mama cherry sknya na ayusin na nya buhay nya, haha :]

oha. sabi ko pagpayat na sya uli, ibubugaw namin sya ng husto nila mars! haha :]]

ayun, nag-bake na kami nila mama cherry. syempre hindi lang kami dakilang taga-tikim, assistant tlga kami! haha :] pero sige na nga, taga-tikim din! haha :] love sit! ayun, nakaluto kami ng mamon, custard cake, cupcake at ube :] yummy.

ayun, nagpunta na kami ng bahay nila ate riza at syempre pa-virgin naman aku dun, nahiya pako kunyare haha :] tapos bumanat na kami ng sandamukal na picture at videoke! haha :] nalurkey pako sabi ni ate riza at ng isa pang tita, dapat daw ng-pinoy idol ako, kumusta naman yun?! natawa tlga ko ee. samantalang ang kinakanta ku nun, til they take my heart away?! haha :] oha. tapos sumakita na chan namin nila chax kakakain, umuwi na kami. haha :] loves it! tas nag-telebabad naman kami kela yanners at mars karen, kwentuhan forever, ansaya, namis ko na sila grabe! :x

maaga kami matutulog ni chaksito ko mamaya, magpe-pre reg pa kami tom tapos direcho nakong office :]

PS kinakabahan na tlga ko sa braces ko..
PPS tapos na nga pala ko sa OJT ko pero im still gonna stay for courtesy matters, haha :]

IM TOO FLY TO BE DEPRESSED

2008-04-26T12:15:00.005+08:00

surprise. maraming beses nakong tinangkang sorpresahin ni beb. ni sarra. pero kahit super pinagpaplanuhan nya, nalalaman ku parin somehow and so, hindi nya na-a-achieve yung super surprise moment ko. haha :]
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nagising kami sa office kahapon at 7am. like i only had a-3hour sleep. feeling ko may media prod na naman. haha :] so yea, stressed much much? breakfast muna, coffee. nakaktuwa pa si nicaa kase dahil alam nyang mahilig ako sa mangga na “bulaklakin” binili nya ko :] sweet. ayun, konting harutan, kwentuhan, picturan tapos konting nap. hanep. we left the office at 1pm na yata nun, went to this eatery tapos punta na sa cash and carry to get the christening invites for laine’s niece printed, aku nag-layout ng invitation, xempre! haha :]] tapos ayun, partways na kami.. forever akong tulog sa bus kase talagang di ko kaya pagod. [rj, thanks talaga sa pagbuhat ng jumbo bag ko all through out na lakad-lakadmoments!] ayun, nakarating ako dorm at 4pm, tulog agad. nagising ako 6 yata tapos super text si chax at mix.

CHAX
paano daw ba pumunta dito? Kase nga mag-oovernight sya last night skin.

MIX
problemang pag-ibig. Naku kaloka ka, kundi lang kita mahal, sinapak na kita!

ayun, by 7pm yata yun, dumating na si chax sa gate ng nicasia with cheverr dale. nakakatuwa, ngayun lang kaming tatlo ngkasama-sama uli :]] ayun, nung andun na kami dorm, umuwi narin cheverr tas ngkwentuhan lang muna kami ni chax tungkol kay mango tree kung gaano sya kalandi. tas super text naman itung lola mo habang dal-dal aku ng daldal! after a while, nagulat aku at biglang my ngha-hum sa labas ng apartment ko! natakot talaga ako kase naman dalwa lang kaming babae ni chax dun tapos di naka-lock pinto namin tapos first time na may biglang nag-hum dun! sabi ko, hala, anu yan?? feeling ko may nangangarolling kaso super aga naman yata?? sabi ni chaksito ko, silipin ku daw, ee di ayun! PUTANGINA. Oha, napamura talga ako! nakita ko ang DLSU_Chorale at hinaharana nila ako, bby!! grabe grabe grabe, OMG. maya-maya tumawag na si beb, grabe itu pala ang regalo nya sakin para sa ANNIV NAMIN :] naloka talaga ako. alam mu yung sa sobtang saya mo, masakit na panga mo sa kakangiti??

grabe kaya pala tung si chaksito, nagmamalandi! pakulo lang pala yun, grabe. Isa to sa pinakamandang ngyare sakin sa buong buhay ko SO FAR :] alam ko marami pang tutuong surpresa, kahit na bulilyasong surpresa o surpresa talaga.
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pinapupunta aku ni chax sknila ngayun, magluluto kami para sa despedida ng ate rizza nya :] masaya daw iyun. Sa Sunday ang despedida at di talaga ako tatanggi kase it means FOOD!! Haha. sige, go on girl nako. im not feeling any stress, im too fly to be depressed!

PS yung mp3 ia-upload ko super soon para marinig nyu :]] nakaka-inlove.

NOCTURNALS

2008-04-25T09:23:00.002+08:00

salamat naman sa sexual fantasy ni uly, talagang nabuhay yung dugo namin, haha :] [clue: lalaine, push natin yan! haha.] so ayun, 4am nako nakatulog.. nakakaloka talaga kasi naman yung iba nga like si jess, wala tlgang tulog. in-average ku na Ung sleep hours ko, for the past 2 days, nakaka-3 hours and a half palang ako. kumusta tlga Un, coffeeholic muna.
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around 7pm, nag-Dnner na kami sa mall tapos hinatid namin si nicaa sa sakayan kase di xa makakaama sa overnight sa office. ee baka ma-rape daw, xa, haha! syempre si judy ann sya, twenty years na sya sa showbiz! haha :] then, balik kami mall kase nag-grocery kami.. tapos office, bath muna tapos harutan tapos transcribe tas render.
tapos nagbonggang-bonggang pig out kame, truth or dare, work, pig out, laughtrip at tulog.

nasa multiply ku na yung ibang pics :] sana friends tayu dun para ma-view mo mga albums ko, geez.
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hintayin ku lang tumila ulan, uwi nako at matutulog, thank you Lord. thank you coffee.

HAPPY THIRD ANNIV, BUU :]

2008-04-24T18:26:00.002+08:00

12 days pa bago ku sya makasama uli. mahalikan. mayakap. makulit. malambing. ma-lahat :] kung anu man ibig sabihin nun sayo, oha! haha :]]
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nasa office kami ngayon at syempre kasalukuyan akong nag-re-render ng videos habang nagba-blogger at YM. mamaya kakain na kami at sobrang ngke-crave naman ako sa macaroni salad na my crispy cabbage, grabe! :] mamaya ka sakin. haha.
kanina nghalu-halo kami, grabe andaming sahog nung isang Un, perfect. di lang masarap yung gatas, haha.

naku masaya kami mamaya panigurado, amen! haha :]
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my good news nga pala skin si beb kanina, buntis na daw si ate cat na asawa ng kuya fritz nya na kapatid nya! yea! ansaya-saya :]] TWO REASONS: una, my baby na bago. pangalawa, di sya baog. haha :] magagamit tlga namin sperm nya para sa future artificial insemenation, cmon! haha :]]
my good news pang isa galing kay bil aka wewei ku, pasok na sya sa globe matapos ang madrama-dramang pag-comfort ku sknya nung dahil sa nkakatawang aberyang ngyare sakanya nung nakaraan tungkol din sa globe. haha :] love ya, bill!

makikitulog nga pala sakin si chaksito ku bukas :]] yey, bonding kami uli, mis ku narin yung isang yun ee! :]
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HAPPY THIRD ANNIV, DADii.

HOTT.

2008-04-23T09:59:00.004+08:00

geez, nakita ku na yung new hair ni beb, grabe, aku'y napa-hott. haha :] walang bias, magwapo tlga.

so eto nasa office ako at dahil nasa convention si boss sa CSB hotel at magre-render lng naman kami muna ng docu namin, sumaglit muna ko sa blogger :] gaad, im such a stupid bitch nakalimutan ko charger ng mac ko, jusko. :x 42 minutes nalang batt ko. haha :]
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the new interns from UP-LB arrived early this morning, di ko sila masyado feel sa ngayun, but we'll see. hopefully. :] im not closing doors, anyway. grabe, awful feeling.
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i need breakfast. :x

UPDATE:
went to NU 107, ortigas at 4pm, cool naman si dj russ, kaso gloomy kase wala xang ka-partner :[ anyway, ayun after, nag-galle kami tapos MAX FM naman, nakakaloka kase malapit lang pala xa sa NU tapos nag-jeep pa kami. sabi ne jess, para lang daw kaming [excuse me for the word] umutot sa jeep tas bumaba na, haha :] tawa kami ng tawa. ayun, ee loaded commercials nila, Pnabalik kami ng 7pm. ee kumusta naman, cavite pako kaya saB ko, mga hunny baka chumepar nako. ayun, sinamahan muna nila ko sa krispy kreme kase nagke-crave tlga ko since nung una pa nila daw akong makilala, OA ni rj ee. ee my three days palang naman yung cravings ko. haha :]

oyea, KRISPY KREME, BBY!

pag nagkahiwa-hiwalay na daw kami, pag nakakita sila ng krispy kreme, aku maaalala nila. cmon! haha :] mama mo. lolling.

ayun, umuwi nako nakasabay ko sa bus si xander! nalurkey tlga ko, naalala nya pako, ee huli naming pagsasama nung kami pa nila mars, kase classmate nain xa nung inadvance namin yung tech write last summer. grabe, tlgang tinitigan ku pa xa ng maigi bago ko namukaan na sya yun kase naman pumayat xa! tapos ayun, nagkwentuhan kami forever hanggang bumaba na sya sa my talaba. pagdating ko dorm, naisip ko kung pano ko bukas sa overnight namin, anu kayang bag gagamitin ko, ee wala akung malaki as in malaki na bag.. kaya nanghiram muna aku ng varsity bag, salamat sa aking sponsor! haha :] nanuod ng youtube onti, paburito ku na sina moymoypalaboy at roadfill, swear. i-youtube nyu sila at hindi kayu magsisisi, haha :] wala tlgang regrets, pampaalis ng problema! :]] tapos napanuod ku narin yung SIGNOS, na-distract lang ako sa pagna-narrate ni richard, grabe. haha :] blah-blah. ayan, sige, overnight na sa office tom. dance revo aku uli bukas, waaa! yey :]]

FCUK YOU.

2008-04-22T20:20:00.004+08:00

my day started with the usual snoozing of the alarm clock. i wasn't quite brave to face it, so yea, i snoozed it some more. it wouldn't hurt to sleep a bit more :] haha.
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super traffic as usual, buti nalang i arrived at the office at around 9.30, 30 mins late ako! haha :] anyway, di ayun, breakfast muna ng bread tapos i phoned DZXL again. the AM radio of iFM, werid pakinggan, haha :] so yea, yung nakasagot sakin was girl tapos he transferred me to this guy. gwapo ng boses, syempre. personally, mas gustu ku tlgang kausap guy pag ganitong nagse-set ng appointment kase mas madali silang kausap. pag girl kase, attitude! hahah :] ayun, snap! ok na daw.. we could like drop by after lunch.
lunch muna kami sa mall, bonnie's BBQ then time zone, walang kamatayan! ayun, nag-chepar kami sa dance revo forever ni mix, loves it! we're getting better! that's the spirit, haha :] loves it!

after then, punta na kaming DZXL, guadalupe :] saw a friend, had fries at sundae sa mcdo, kwentuhan, blah-blah it was fun :] talked to mr ira panganiban, the station manager, afterwards, waited for like hours. kaso tagal nila nainip na kami so we trusted our instincts na bumalik nalang pag available na mga announcers :]
well, overall ok naman ang araw ko, masayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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three more days til bliss.

nakakatwa tung conversation na to:

Guy: *making sermon to girl*
Girl: shut up.
Guy: *still makes sermon to girl*
Girl: ugh, fcuk you.
Guy: alright, ok, let's do it.

haha.

EVERY LITTLE THNG SHE DOES IS MAGIC

2008-04-21T21:17:00.005+08:00

naalala ku pa nung nagpa-set ako ng schedule sa magic last week:

Dzeli: Hi, good afternoon, im dzeli from creativoices productions blah blah, is this magic 89 point [OMG, one or nine??] 89.ONE?
Operator: it's 89.9, ma'am.
Dzeli: yea, right.

haha. til now, laughtrip prin kami nila nicaa at jess tuwing nakekwento ku to :] haha. loves it! reverse psychology rocks :] so ayun, kanina i was like setting an appointment with iFm but this [whoever] ira panganiban was not around so i have to call again tom. hopefully we get to visit their station tomorrow. im gonna do interviews again.
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earlier, we visited magic 89.NINE and i had the GREAT chance to interview BIG DADDY JAKE and MS TIN, gorgeous. i was like, " i need to see SAM YG" to daddy jake, and he was like "yea, you should see him later at 7 or 9". cool, haha :] those two DJs are my favorites sa lahat ng nainterview ko :]] super fun.

headed to megamall soonafter at nag-time zone na naman kami forever, musc lounge. this time, arcie was around. cool kase we tried the videoke outside the booth, Ung people get the chance to watch you, oha. bonggang-bongga tlga ang pag-heer namin kay arcie, perfect! haha :] tapos, st francis square, yahoo! shopaholic series na naman ako at nakabili [na naman] ako ng two shoes and two tops. loves it yung brown top, pang-gimmick tlga! winner.
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kinakabahan na naman ako sa braces ko :[
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talked to yanners earlier about "something". see ya next weekend, decades tayo with wewei the lazy bitch, kelangan na nating sumayaw! :] mwa. the plans.. the plans!
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three more days til our third anniv, we'll see. haha :]
**A LOT OF PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT SURROUND ME QUESTION ABOUT MY COMMITMENT TO SARRA AS OPPOSED TO MY ABILITY TO BELIEVE IN GOD, LIKE IT HAS TO BE ONE OR THE OTHER BUT I DON'T BELIEVE IN THAT. ON THE FIRST PLACE, GOD CREATED LOVE.**
i love you like no one else, AND He can attest to that.

PS TO YOU MAD MAN :]
clearly, it's not so clear to you that I. AM. NOT. SINGLE. i am happy with my life, and yes, we can be friends. JUST friends, minus the benefits. seriously, i hate to say this but your not worth the sin. i hope you find your own one true love.

PPS
as i am writing this one, im super mad with my own one true love because.. ugh.

THE PRIME POWER

2008-04-20T13:15:00.003+08:00

uly and i had a fight at the office, napaka-hot headed kase, ee dahil confrontational bitch ako, sabi ko sknya, anu bang problema nya. ayun, the next morning nag-apologize naman xa :] haha.
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so we stayed at uly's place to do some office works. my workshop kase sa office kaya di kami dun.. ayun, nag-transcribe lang kami ng negima, nag-jabee, naghalu-halo and lotsa kwentuhan at hotseat portion. sabi ni jess my prime power daw ako. i can make anyone open up daw. haha :] cool, pero naiCp ko, totoo nga Un, pwede tlga ku sa mga interviews ee, lalu na yng mga maseselang interviews. haha :] try me. loves it! around 4pm na kami umuwi tapos sumabay nako kay jess at thankfully my nakita agad akong dasma na bus.
nakakatuwa yung bata na nakatabi ko sa bus, kasekinekwento nya skin na nakita nya na daw yung bahay ni "kap's amazing" aka bong revilla. haha! comedy ee, loves it!
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magiging metal-mouth na pala ako by the end of the month. ayun ang pagkakaalam ko, pero im gonna visit pa doc cat [asawa ni kuya fritz na kuya ni beb na boyfriend KO] to get my teeth x-rayed. ayun, pero more likely braces na tlga. GO GREEN! anu pa bang kulay maganda?? tinatakot ako ni beb kase sabi nya it'll hurt like hell, pero ni-reserach ko, hindi naman daw gaano. haha :] anyway, the only problem i'll be having will be this damn sore. oh singaw, lumayu ka skin. ibang level tlga ko maka-singaw, believe me. nakakaawa :x cross-fingers.

PS yan and bill, we're gonna do our plan by next weekend! love lots, bitches.

LOVES IT.

2008-04-17T20:13:00.013+08:00

im just so happy we had a leopard OS na, my gaaad. lalu pang gaganda ang macbook ko, haha. my ganun tlga?! anyway, ayun.. kaso paguwi pa ni beb ko makukuha.. like 15 days or so. near? yea.
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yesterday, we're off to MBC, sa my CCP. station ng DZRH, LOVE radio and YES FM. napaaga ako, kaya mej matagal ako nghintay sa labas, buti nalang malamig aircon. haha :] nakakatawa pa, kase nicole hyala was like next to me smoking cig, cool. naka-pumps ang lola mo, mm! so ayun, after like 30 minutes, dumating na si uly, mejo ligaw pa si jess kaya kumain muna kami sa tropical hut, kung saan ages ang service. grabe! tapos dumating na si jess, pumasok na kami sa loob ng building ng MBC. binugaw na naman ako forever ni jess. "iba daw kase ang charm ng babae!" oha. infairness naman, lagi xang effective. pagkapasok sa loob, since sa DZRH lang kami naka-sched, binugaw aku uli ni jess sa ibang voice talents. grabe, ansaya tlga ng OJT namin, infairness uli kase kahit na magastos ang nakakapgod, we get to meet a loooot of cool people. so, interviewer ang papel ko, forever that day. haha :] loves it. nag-crush kami sa love radio and we have interviewed rey porter and nakalimutan ko yung isa but he's cool. si monsorbetero, coolest. like super kulit. haha :] nakakatwa pa, they're like amazed sa tongue pierce ko, loves it! after nun, nag-harrison plaza kami.. BAGS BAGS!! haha :] natatawa sakin sila jess. nako tigilan nyu na pang-aasar skin, di ako rich kid, mga praning! anyway, ayun, nauwi ako sa SHOES. kami ni nicaa. :] thankfully nakuha ku na Ung season 3-4 ng simple life ko, loves it! im just so happy :]] head kami next sa BOMBO radyo, aka STAR FM. talked to this boring radio announcer [im sorry] then balik na sa office. ayun, by 5pm umuwi na kami kase nakarami na kami :] btw, the other group, nasa QC, iniinterview naman yung radyo ng bayan :]]

US at MBC

kailangan pa bang i-memorize 'yan?
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TODAY.
i wouldn't really call it a day-off. it was more of a joke, haha :] loves it! so ayun nga, sa super pagod na namin sa dami ng napuntahang station, we took our chance to like magliwaliw. haha :] went to MOA. super fun, iba tlga bonding namin! hee :]] nag-tom's world kami, nakakatawa. music lounge tapos kulitan sa loob, picturan. fun fun :] powerbooks. bought a starbucks tumbler kase nabasag ko yung isa ku pa :[ ayun, i was like torn kase dalwa yung like ko. babalik nalang ako to get the other one. tapos nagpamember narin pala ko sa powerbooks, bought this cute novel. im gonna read it by weekends nalang. before umuwi, nag-mang inasal muna kami, dinner :] loves it. sinamahan nila ko sa terminal hanggang makauwi, sweet.

PS. love team: mix and rj, haha *kilig*
PPS. i love MOA. pet-friendly na sila, im gonna bring chuo there soon! loves it!

so itu onting pic namin, nasa multiply na yung iba:

this one's the sweetest, loves it. [uly bought it for us]

STRESSED MUCH

2008-04-15T17:47:00.006+08:00

on my way home from the mall earlier, ate vhen texted me, sabi nya she needed help with regards sa OJT. i feel for her kase before i’ve been through that feeling somehow, although ibang level na yung kanya kase it’s been weeks since the day we enrolled for summer internship. kaya ginawa ko lahat just so i could help.. cross-fingers muna kami ngayun.
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i wasn’t able to blog for quite some time kase super stressed out ako. like im gonna hit bed after work na agad. Since field work na kami ngayun, we get to meet a loooot of cool people. For instance, we enjoyed talking to DJ migz and DJ eric yesterday sa JAM 88.3 :] of course we got our little part on air, which is coolness, haha :] we had lunch right after sa galleria then headed back to the office.

im still not sure on which station we’re headed next, but syempre fun fun na naman to :]]
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btw, i bought ths cool sunglasses, that’s hott.

haha :] and three bags pa-consuelo sa sarili.
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SUNDAY.
nag-dinner date nga pala kami nila tita julie last sunday after church then sumunod si puppy rye tas ng-tapsihan kami ni puppy rye kase bitin pa xa sa pizza :]

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MONDAY.
nagthesis kami ni wewei ku with eugene right after ko mag-work. we stayed up til 1am :] start na si my bitch sa OJT nya kaya pasig na sya stay.. huhu, im gonna miss yah, huhu :[ lunch date nalang tayo somewhere in ortigas or makati, orayt? or coffe break. :]

PUSH

2008-04-12T13:49:00.005+08:00

dahil sa thesis and a meeting with sit gochi, i had to go to the office at around 1pm. we were suppose to start the firld work sa BOMBO RADYO but thought na it's better to start at ortigas, sa wave 89.1 :] so push kame sa wave. haha :]] nakakaaliw sa bus kase super fun kami ni jess tapos di namin alam kung naliligaw na ba kami or what, coolness.
we arrived there an hour later tapos super push kami sa second floor. oh, btw PUSH ang word ng team, haha :] so yea, we waited for like half an hour tapos we interviewed DJ rye na.. if you're listening that time, you could've heard us ON AIR, it was a lot of fun.

then we interviwed DJ maan, another cool and nice DJ of wave :]

cool xa kase she's had commercial projects, yung mga voice over dun, like palmolive, etc.

our last interviewee was ms lindy, so niiiiice and grabe pretty. she's 46 but she looks so young. according to her co-workers, she's likt on top of their pyramid. haha :] big projects like clear, etc.

afterthen, we has lunh at galleria, took a little stroll sa mall then went home :]

THE FIRST SIX HOURS OF THE 200 HOURS

2008-04-09T20:34:00.005+08:00

pagod. yunlang ang word ko. at enjoy pa pala :]
i had fun working with my team during my first day earlier. it was a bit stressful for a first day, but it's better than doing nothing and just counting the tics that would pass by. my project kaming tinatapos ngayun, assigned by our boss. documentry about voice talents.. so sa mga susunod na araw, we'll be working on the field. OMG, ang init pa naman. anyway, as laine says, bilib sila samin ni jess kase we dont fcuking care about the heat. haha :] masaya ko kase my ID na kame, kahit self-funded! haha :]

my team: jess, uly [epal, peace :]]], rj, nica, micks, laine, camz and arcie :] 2 are from UP-LB and the rest, PLM, oha! so we talk about sir ramirez a loooot. haha!
im gonna rest now and take a bath, walang kwenta ang facial ko kahapon, ayoko ng mag-commute!! :[

HOUSE KEEPING

2008-04-07T19:25:00.002+08:00

i woke up at around 7.52.. nalagay ko na sa box lahat ng things ko, hintay ko nlang si mama kase nga syempre sya may dala nung van, kasama sina kuya romar, yung bf nung kapitbahay namin sa south meridian na tutulong maglipat.. ambabait nila, nakakatuwa. ang kiyut nilang tingnan kase magkasundo yung family nila kuya romar xaka yung gf nya na si ate meng. anyway, ayun, nakadalwang-balik kami sa nicasia kase madami rin pala kong gamit plus my kinuha pa kaming sofabed sa abenson sa walter :]
sinalubong kami agad ni doc, yung landlord. proffeor sya sa la salle ng physiology. mabait sya, cool.
pagkaalis nila kuya romar, nag general cleaning na kami ni mama, mejo marami rin kasing kailangan linisin.. nag-break time kami saglit, kumain kami nila dada at mama sa jabee, walter.
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kakatapos lang namin maglinis ngayon at kasalukuyang naliligo pa si mama. after mga one hour siguro lonely planet nako kase uwi na sila ni dada. haha :] pero di naman ako lonely talaga, may chuo naman ako at macbook, oha. forever paris at niole muna ako uli. anyway, maaga nga pala kong matutulog dahil 8am "sharp" daw ang meeting about OJT tom. start narin namin meet tom si sir gochi about sa thesis.

THAT's HOTT.

2008-04-06T19:04:00.003+08:00

"so how old are you? sexual."

OMG, na-a-adik na naman ako kay paris at nicole, haha :] nuon sa cable lang ako forever nanood tapos kinailangan ko ng bumili ng sariling copy ng PIRATED DVD para mas ma-enjoy ko ang fast-forward-rewind- moments ng simple life. haha :] bukas ko na babanatan ang gossip girl, kelangan ko na kaseng mag-empake ng gamit dahil i'll be moving out to a new apartment :]
im so happy. villa nicasia, here i come! :D ooh, that's hott. haha!

SO.. WHEN ARE YOU GONNA START?

2008-04-05T12:12:00.003+08:00

OMG, that was fast :] thank you Lord, for the answered prayer. tama ang hunch ni wewei.. ininterview na nga ako pagkapasa ng resume.. at di ko alam kung ito'y dahil sa aking charm [ahem!] o talagang gustu nila ko makatrabaho [haha] kaya ako pasok agad. grabe, pagkalabas ko talaga ng office nila, tumatalon ako, haha :]
salamat at hindi ako binigo ng dila ko sa pag-i-english at pagpapa-impress kina sir choi :]] ansaya ku talaga. syempre dahil sa pagod ko, di ako nakapag-blog kahapon..
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so yesterday at 11am, nagkita na kami ni bhe dahil magpapa-CBC xa sa doctor nya sa imus. tapos direcho nakong makati. pumunta muna ko sa glorietts dahil natripan ku uling mamili, haha :] hindi lang talaga halata, pero kahit tanungin nyo si beb ai shopaholic ako. anyway, at around 3.30, umalis muna ko nag-glorietta kase baka magsara yung office ng CREATIVOICES PRODUCTIONS. nag-cab ako papuntang office nila tapos ayun, nakita ko na Ung building.. my kumausap saking mama, tinatanong kung san daw ako, ee baka taga-office nila yun kaya ng-english ako ng bongang-bongga! haha :] pag-akyat ko sa taas, huminga muna ko malalim tapos pumasok nako.. winelcome nako nung isang mister na matangkad na napakaganda ng boses, grabe. nagtanng sa resume, endorsement letter na hanggang ngayun ai wala pa ako at kung paano ko nalaman yung company nila. tapos ni-refer nako kay sir choi, yung CEO nila at managing director. ang cool nya. nag-english ako forever syempre, haha :] after mga ilang minuto, sabi nya skin, gustu mu bang makarinig ng live na recording? sabi ko, sure. tapos nag-record sila, grabe. angganda talaga ng boses nila. kung di nyu ako magets, etu website nila http://creativoices.com galing talga, grabe. tas bumalik si sir choi skin, sabi nya, "ilang hours ba dapat ng kumpletuhin?" "200 po," sabi ko. tantananan.. SO, WHEN ARE YOU GONNA START?? haha :] alam mo Ung feeling ng mga nasa pelikula na ang OA nila kapag natatanggap, pwede pala talaga mangyare yun. jusko, muntik ku ng di ma-contain ang joy ko. haha :] kase worst case scenario na yung nasa isip ko ee, tipong nag-enroll nako tapos walang nag-absorb skin na company.. so big deal talaga sakin to, especially, affiliated sila sa iba't-iba pang company at gustu ko namang i-explore yung hindi ko pa gaano napupuntahang path.. thank you talga.
so technically, im gonna start on wednesday :] wish ko matapos na namin thesis para ok nako sa lahat. plus pa pala, hanep yung interview ko kase sinabi ko talaga na di ako pang-timpla ng kape at pang-photocopy ng kung anuman, haha! mabuhay ang mga nag-i-intern :]

bumalik ako uli ng G3 kase nga naudlot yung pamimili ko earlier.. bumili ako ng accessories at ng swim suit sa the ramp. angganda tlga nung swimsuit na yun, haha :] ayun, kase nga magbo-boracay kami at aku'y excited na! haha :] ngayung araw na to, gagawa lang kami ng thesis ni wewei ku at magkekwentuhan poreber.

BLACK-OUT

2008-04-03T14:56:00.004+08:00

RESUME.
naalala ko, nung pinagawa kami nito ni sir bemejo noon, talagang andami kong nalagay. ewan ko kung bakit ngayung kailangan ko na talaga nito, for real, wala nakong malagay.. sa ngayon, im still working on my resume kase ang request sakin nung company na gustu ko, personal ku daw na i-abot. ang hunch ni wewei, bka daw interviewhin narin ako agad. hay by any luck, sana makapasok ako dun kase tlagang ibang path to, haha :] cool.
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sa thesis naman na pilit na umeeksena..
sir gochi, sa lahat ng kiyut na dramahan natin kagabi, maraming salamat :] sige po at pagbubutihan namin ang aming thesis, cross-fingers prin tyo sa ating plano :]
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dorm-hunting na kami ni mama tapos punta kong school, may pinaprint kase sakin si jackner na ibigay ko raw sa dean at sa office nila [ikaw na seloso ka, hindi yan tama! bleh.], tapos update ko narin yung OJT site na nilagay ko sa logbook sa CAD. cross-fingers uli ako :] plano ko sanang pumunta na ng makati ngayon kaso tom nalang, mejo parang fatigued pa ako.. at thesis muna kami.

PS
that strong feeling of jealousy has seriously reached its boundaries. it makes me feel annoyed to think that i have done nothing wrong this time for you to badly accuse me. i’d like to apologize though for not telling you THAT because i really see no relevance on why i should do so. it was a simple message, nothing more and nothing less. it’s not what you think it is, i am not shitty to dwell on that again. i’d like you to please check that big T, cause i think that’s what we’re losing here. seriously, i am not THAT, you should know that right? talk about 3 years, bby. i need not to explain any further.
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sana gumaling na yung pilay ni chuo sa paa :[

SUMMER INTERNSHIP

2008-04-02T17:57:00.003+08:00

TOEI ANIMATION INC.
jan ko sana gustu talaga. gumuho ang mundo ko ng tawagan ko sila kaninang hapon at bigkasin ng telephone operator ang mga katagang, "sorry madame, we dont accept interns as of now.."
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nagising ako around 7.30, as usual, forever nag-snooze ang phone ko :] wewei was there na sa school, waiting for me. ayun, kinuha nya nako ng advising form, enrollmnt na kase for summer internship. bumalik muna kong dorm to get some things then direcho nakong shcool. ayun, nakita ko agad sina kuya pol sa tapat ng CAD with elyse, rai, ghene and marisse. tas after 2minutes, dumating na si wewei ku, at ang comment nya: tumaba daw ako?? haha. ai sana nga! pero according sa record ko sa clinic last time, tumaba nga ako ng 7lbs. oha. pero payat parin talaga ko kesa nung unang uwi ni sarra na tlgang, oo, mataba ako nun. ayun, same process, update ng academic folder, papirma ng advising form tapos pa-encode tas admin na. grabe, nakakapago talagang magng studyante, haha :] ngayun pako nagreklamo, ee isang taon nalang tapos na ang lahat!
mejo nagkaproblema lang ako sa contact person nung preferred OJT site ko, nakalimutan ko kase kung sino.
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nakakatuwa itung araw na to kase forever kaming nagkwentuhan nila pao-pao, vhen at kaybs sa CAD tapos paglabas kami-kami naman nila laiza, vhen at cath, oha reunion?! Sa CBA naman, kami-kami nila claire, lon, pao-pao, pogi at lai c. :] kasabay kong nag-lunch sina laiza, vhen at ate cath. nag-mega-reunion talaga kame plus tumangkilik ng piratang DVD sa may walter, haha :] masaya naman kami dahil pampalipas oras talaga yun dahil napakatagal nung encoding. sa wakas, my copy nako ng gossip girls! nakakatawa kase binola-bola pa namin yung tindero tas si te vhen pa my comedy na eksena dun, nilapitan at tinuro ba naman yung DVD ng isang BOLD na kung anuman yun! nakakaloka tlga. ewan ko kung may nakakita samin nun!

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nakauwi nako around 4.30, sumaglit lang ako sa dorm, andun na si mama at chuo, tas dumirecho na muna kong SM. Nag-BK ako, ichat kami ni beb.. ansarap nung bagong food ng BK, cheese tots, grabe sarrap talaga! after one hour, nagulat as in literal na nagulat talaga ko nila laiza at al kase andun din sila sa BK, nag-date kase sila. ayun, nag-webcam kami-kami nila laiza. comedy pa nung pinilit naming mag-webcam si al para makita na sya ni beb! haha :]] alagang hiyang-hiya si al. bale, itung mga to yung brighter side. talagang nalungkot ako dun sa TOEI ee. anyway merun naman akong contact na mataas ang probability na tanggapin nako dun. mejo ibang path nga lang ang tatahakin ko kung sakaling sa creativoices ako, pero alam ko magiging masaya ku dun. isa pa affiliated sila sa TOEI, haha :] excited nako sa interview ko, sir! paghuhusayan ku po! tutuloy ko parin yung pag-apply ko sa pixel art media production co, anyway :] maganda rin kase mga opportunities dun. umalis nako SM at 8.30, binilan ku muna si mama ng shawarma at barbecue naman kay chuo
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nagpaplano kami mag-bora nila carlie.

THE DOCTOR IS IN x]

2008-04-01T13:31:00.004+08:00

maaga nakong magba-blog kase baka di ko kayanin mamayang gabi yung gamot ko at makatulog ako agad..
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dahil nag-panic na si beb sa sakit ko, tinext na nya si mama na ipa-chek up nako..
8am ginising nako ni mama, around 8.30 na kame nakaalis.. pumunta kaming WELLCARE CLINIC AND LABORATORY sa may malapit sa villa isabel.

Mama ko: papa-check up ko sana sya.. [sabay turo sakin]
Attendant: anu pong ipapa-check up nyo, ma'am?
Mama ko: hindi ko nga alam ee, kaya nga kami papa-check up..
Attendant: ok, pakipirmahan nyo po muna itung mga to.. [sabay abot ng information sheet]

ang labo talaga nung attendant. di ba kaya ka nga papa-check up kase di mo alam kung anung mali sayo?? anyway, ayun. naghintay muna kami til 9.30 kase by that time pa daw dadating yung doctor. naghintay kami ni mama sa waiting area, tas kung anu-anu ng napagkwentuhan namin.. mga posibleng sakit ko, posibleng sakit nya, posibleng sakit ko ule tas yung posibleng sakit naman nya uli. haha :] nung 9.30 na, tinawag na kami sa room nung doctor. usual tanung-tanong ung anun nararamdaman, inhale-exhale procedure.. tas yung nakakatawang part nung iche-check na nya yung tonsils ko.. ee diba nga may tongue pierce ako?

Doctor: sige, open your mouth na.
Dzeli: tatanggalin ku pa po ba to?
Doctor: huh? ang alin?
Dzeli: yung pierce ko po..
Doctor: ang alin?
Mama ko: my tongue pierce ho kase xa.
Doctor: aa.. ok lng, wag na. *smiles*

after ilang minuto, kinilabutan ako sa sinabi nung doctor, punta daw muna kami sa front desk tapos kuha kami ng form kase papa-laboratory nya daw yung dugu ko. ai shet, ayuko tlga nun. talagang kinakabahan ako. ayuko talaga nagpapakuha ng dugo, haha! pero after 5minutes, nakaupo nako sa laboratory. sa middle finger ako kinuhanan ng dugo, xempre hindi ako tumingin.. naalala ko yng pelikula na pinanuod ni sir elvin samin nuon sa media prod, yung KIDS. ai grabe, nagpa-check up sya tapos may STP pala sya. kumusta naman yun?! pero xempre wala kong STD, pano ko magkakaganun?? di ko ma-imagine. haha :] anyway, bumalik daw kami after an hour kase dun pa makikita resulta.
binayaran na muna namin ni mama yung bills tapos pumunta kami munang villa isabel at nicasia para mag-dorm hunting :] marami kaming nakit pero peburitss ko yung kela ate twinkle. ambait kase nya at napakaganda nung room, 5k nga lang. mejo mahal para sa amin ni beb. ee kase naman, isa lng ang pera naming dalawa, kaya namamahalan ako. kung may ksama ka at bukod ang pera nyo, mura na Ung ganung kaganda! ayun, hanggang ngayon, pinagiisipan parin namin.. ayaw naman kase ni mama dahil nga sayang daw yung pwede naming matipid. hanap mode nalang muna kami uli tom :]
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mejo nagui-guilty nga pala ako ke puppy rye. ee kase ininvite nya kame sa rampa nila nung nakaraan, tapos naman pumayag ako kaso hindi makakapunta si wewei kase nasa mandaluyong sya kaya hindi rin ako natuloy. nangonsensya pa tung si puppy rye dahil kami daw una nyang naisip at tlgang ni-reserve nya pa smin ang front seats..

anyway, in-edit ko nlng xa ng pic para consuelo :] haha.
pic namin yan nung nag-hyper kwentuhan kami sa dorm ko at nag-tapsi kami til past 4 in the morning :] ayun..
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nagpapasama nga pala yung pinsan kong preggy sa check-up nya sa friday, libre naman ako kaya sasamahan ko na sya. excited nako sa magiging baby nya, nagpaalam nako na hihiramin namin aminsan yun ni beb, hihi :]
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ayun nakalimutan kong ikwento yung resulta ng laboratory test.. my viral infection pala ako at influenza. at napatunayan ko ng hindi pala ako anemic gaya ng hinala ko! coolness :] after nga pala sa clinic ai nag-SM ako. kumain lang ako sandali sa burger king habang si mama naman ai pumunta na kay achii sa UST. tapos, naglibot lang ako ng konti.. umuwi narin ako sa bahay ng around 5pm. sa dorm sana ako uuwi kaso naman nakalimutan ko yung thesis namin ni wewei sa bahay kaya gigising nalang ako ng maaga bukas para ihatid si chuo sa dorm at magpalit ng damit at mag-enroll. sana wala masyadong tao bukas :]]

IT'S BEEN..AGES?

2008-03-31T12:22:00.005+08:00

antagal ko ring di nakapag-update..
4days.

so eto, a-update ko na kayo.. may hang-over parin ako ng DOGBERO experience namin ni chuo :] and since nangako akong ipapakita ko sa inyo ang mga pics namin nila eboy, eto na :]]

etu si ako at si chuo, ang mahal kong shih tzu, at si awit, yung poodle nila ate tess, yung groomer :]
etu pa yung pic namin ni kulit, yung shih tzu na napagkamalan kong babae, boy pala xa! haha.

ang kiyut nya after i-groom no? yung may-ari pa kamo nyan na OB GYNE, type si chuo at nakipag-areglo ng arranged marriage! haha :]] Bnigyan pako ng call card, kulit ee.
basta ang cool talaga sa DOGBERO, nalaman ko pa na Ung isa nilang trainer ai yung nag-arrange nung dog camp sa baguio! ..ayun mejo pinoproblema ko pa yung transpo namin pa-baguio.. pumayag kase si kuya fritz kaso naman, ako sasagot ng gasolina, mahal-mahal naman nun no! haha :] pero ewan ko pa kung pwede ako sumabay lay carlie, sa boilet nya nalang muna :] ai wish ko lang magkaron ng way para makapunta kami dun dahil transpo lang naman ang prob ko :[
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may sakit pala ko ngayon. 3days na yata to o 2 days.. grabe, sa sobrang init. sana gumaling nako kase aaCkasuhin ko pa thesis namin.
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nakapag-sign up na pala ko sa mag-sa-summer OJT. naloka ako, april 2 na pala yung enrollment, buti nalang na-contact ko agad si papsy :]] anyway, sana talga at makapasok ako sa TOEI Animation Co. wish ko lang talaga dahil ayuko ng mamroblema ng paghahanap pa ng company na pwede at swak pa sa gustu ko :D
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ayun, nanuod nga pala kami ng HORTON HEARS A WHO ni achii kahapon :] nagpunta kase kami OTTO sa imus kase bibili xa ng shoes, ee kaso wala xang matypan, dumirecho na kami ng SM bacoor. plano talaga naming manuod ng movie, kaya kahit masama ang pakiramdam ko, goW kami! HORTON.

Even though you can't hear or see them at all. A person is a person, that is my code.
-Horton
sobrang saludo tlga ko sa mga gumagawa ng animated film. ilang fps kaya ang nagawa nila dito, sobrang pulido tlga, kahit di to PIXAR, napahanga talaga ko. isa pa, napakaganda ng story :]] di naman masyadong halatang na-amaze ako db?? haha. naku, grabe tlga, naiyak pa kamo ko jan. hanep. naku, panuorin nyo, di tlga kayo magsisisi, haha :] sabi ni achii, nafi-feel nya daw, one of these days akikita nya na name ko dun sa credits. sabi pa nya, "nakkita mo na ba sarili mo jan sa credits? o nakita mo na ba na mapapasama ka jan?" sabi ko, "hinde." haha. ang hirap kase ee. kung sa indie film, oo. haha! pero sige, sige. mapapasama nga ako sa PIXAR, bby!
ayun, after ng film, di parin kame nakabili ng shoes. ai ayun, di pala namin naabutan yung turn-off-the-lights-for-a-while campaign for global warming, nasa loob na kase kami ng movie house nun..
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nakuha ko na pala ang grades ko, matataas naman xa, nakakaaliw :] nakasalubong ko lang sina mars, elyse, rai, ghene at pae papuntang MTH, namis ku sila lalu na si mars. ayun, si kuya ivan peburitss tlga kong pagtripan, akalain mong muntik nya kong mapakanta ng alma mater song para lang makuha ang grades ko?? gullible ako ee. haha :]

sigi, hanggang dito nalang muna kase nahihilo nako :x
namiss ko to, im-im-imperness :]

TXTM8

2008-03-27T13:32:00.002+08:00

naalala ku nuon, grde six yata ako nun.. usong-uso ang textmates. tipong biglang my magtetex sayo ng same old lines "hi, can u b my txtm8?" nuon, pinapatus pa yun ng mga tao ee. ewan ko lang ngayun?
ngayon, iba na ang style. mawro-wrong send na ngayun ng quote kunyare sabay banat ng "ai, wrong send.. hus dis po?" haha. mga tao nga naman ee no. the wonders of technology.

TEXTING CAPITAL OF THE WORLD.
sabi nila, karamihan daw sa mga pilipino, kaya walang trabaho, ee tamad. sa mga walang trabaho na yun, halos lahat siguro dun, may cellphone. pero nakakatamad mag-text, diba? ang haba-haba ng pipindutin mo para lang masabi mo yung maikli mong kwento. pero mga pilipino super text, masipag naman pala. :] xaka mahal kase tawag, isa pang dahilan yun.

bakit bako napunta sa kitikitext?
ee kase nagulat ako me nag-alok makipagtextmate sa nanay ko kanina. haha :] ang malupit pa nun, taga-ateneo, 2nd year college na xa. oha! sabi ng nanay ko, "nako, hijo. my asawa nako, di ka ma-eenjoy katext ako." pero hanggang ngayun magkatext parin sila! haha :] mabait daw kase yung bata sabi ni mama tapos sabik pa sya kase wala naman kaming kapatid na lalake.. tinignan ko sa fster yung ichura nung lalake, half-japanese xa, at may ichura xa ha, im-im-imperness. :]
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papunta na nga pala kami sa DOGBERO :] antagal ni achii, si mama nalang isasama ko xaka si dada. mamaya ia-update ko nalang tung blog entry na to para makita nyu na Ung before and after ni eboy.

text-text nalang ha?
lol.

INIT

2008-03-26T19:33:00.002+08:00

gustu ku ng ulan pero fan din talaga ako ng summer :]
sabi ko nga kay wewei, "it's the only reasonable time to visit the beach." pwede ka naman kaseng pumunta talaga ng beach kahit anung petsa, pero iba parin ang ambiance kapag summer. ramdam na ramdam ko na talaga yung init. like i badly need to take a cold bath everytime :x
sana andito na si beb, gustu ku ng mamasyal :]] ayun, mejo my change of plans nga pala kame.. bigla naming naisip mag mango camp instead na mag-baguio. mas marami kami kaseng gustung activities dun kesa sa baguio, pero pagiisipan parin namin :] mejo matagal na naming plano kase yung mango camp ee, nauudlot lng. anyway, ang maganda kase kung mag-mango camp kame, malapit lang yun sa iba, mabibisita namin mga kamag-anak ni beb. tas direcho na kaming bataan :] gustu ku ring pumunta sa mga beach dun. ai ai papakita ku sa inyo ang dream summer ko [kung di lang talaga xa magastos]:

a. VILLA ESCUDERO
pero alam ko pupunta tlga kami ni beb dito ee.

b. HONGKONG
sabi ni beb sure na pupunta kami pero cross-fingers parin ako.

c. MANGO CAMP
etu yung di ko pa sigurado pero type ku din talaga!

d. BAGUIO
kase nga first time ko dito kung sakali :]

e. SURIGAO
matagal na naming gustu mag-surfing dito ni achii, promise.

f. CORRIGEDOR
panu naman, gustu ku ipasyal si beb. sya lang ata ang kaisa-isang taga-bataan na hindi pa nakikita ang mt. samat!

g. MT PALAY-PALAY [o kahit anung bundok]
nakapunta nako dito pero gustu ko kasama naman sina beb at achii, mahilig kami sa camping at hiking ee.

h. BATANES
gustu namin makita ni beb yung parola, up-close.

actually marami pakong gustung puntahan ngayung summer. haha :] para kong ewan no? feeling walang OJT. well anyway, di pa naman Dn syur ang OJT ko dahil grabe di ko parin inaasikaso. hanggang contact lang ako, kumusta naman tlga yun?!
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darating na pala ang allowance ko bukas, mabuhay! mabibili ku na yung pants na gustu ko, yahoo :] tatlo yung gustu kung pants, pero baka dalwa lang muna yung bilin ko. depende sa mood :] mag-go-grocery narin muna ako para samin ni chuo. babalik muna kaming dorm bukas kase naman malapit na kuhaan ng grades. xaka tom ko narin pala ipapa-groom si eboy. wag na sa friday, masyado na kase syang naiinitan, swear :[
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nabisita ko yung fs ni mariel kanina, primary pic nya kame, nakakamiss tuloy. ginawa ku rin sila tuloy na primary pic :D sana mag-hangout kame next month, sabihin ko ke lalabs mag-organize kami uli :]
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thesis mode na next week. hell week?

DOG CAMP 2008

2008-03-25T21:13:00.004+08:00

nagising ako kanina, sobrang init tlga.. grabe, nakatulugan ko pagi-internet.. ayun, pagkagising ko, bukas pa yung macbook sa tabi ko. tapos nakita na ko na gising ni eboy aka chuo, humihingal sya ng todo. lamo lamo, may 5days na yatang hingal lang ng hingal yun. sa sobrang init. tas naisip ko, anhaba na nga ng buhok nya, ipapa-groom ku na :]

nung una naisip ko, aku nalang maggu-groom. kaso nung naisip ko rin na mapurol yung gunting namin Dto, sabi ko hahanap nalang ako ng malapit na grooming center. yung pinaggu-grooman kasi namin ke chuo, sa fairview pa, sa SM animal house. ee ang pinakamalapit na animal house dito, sa MOA pa. kumusta naman yun?! ayun, nag-search ako sa net. nakita ko yung DOGBERO, Ang Gupitan ng mga Aso. ang cool talaga, kase dasma lang din sya tapos maganda naman yung lugar :]] kinontact ko yung mayari tapos nag-inquire ako ng rates. gustu ku kaseng ipa-summer cut si eboy :] 450 daw kapag walang buhol kaso my extra charge kapag my buhol kase nga ide-dematt pa nila. jackpot. siguro kasama na si eboy sa severe case, 1000. pero hopeful parin ako, paa lng naman ang may buhol sknya :] ayun ngpa-sched na kami, sa friday kami pupunta dun, pagkakuha siguro ng grades. nag-inquire din ako tungkol sa dog kindergarten class :]] i-e-enroll ku kase si eboy sa april Cguro o sa march. ang cool no? my kindergarten class na xa! pareho na kaming nag-aaral, haha! sabi tuturuan din daw dun pat yung pet owner ng k9 language so that we may understand our pets easier. great, kelangan din kasing matutununan ni eboy ng dagdag manners, specifically sa pakikisalamuha sa ibang breed. racist kase tung asong to. haha :]

pinagiiCpan namin ni beb kung sasali kami sa dog scouts of the philippines. matagal na kase naming gustung sumali sa PAWS kaso sobrang demanding tlga sa sched ng PAWS. ayun, sakto nung nakita ko ung website ng dog scouts of the philippines, merun silang sister institutionna my gaganaping dog camp! ai shitt, naexcite talaga ako at kinontak ko kagad yung officer :] kase naman, tapos na ang registration date kaso nakiusap ako.. ayun, ok daw, i may still join. ai male, we may still join! 1 dog is to 1 pet owner kase ang ratio :]] kami na ni eboy yun! angganda talaga ng mga actvities nila, nakakaaliw. ang problema nalang namin ni eboy ang ang pagpunta dun.. sa baguio kase ang venue nito, april 12 and 13. ee wala namang pwedeng maghatid samin ni eboy dun sa baguio.. di naman kami pwede mag-commute kase bawala pets sa terminal ng bus :[ pero sabi nung officer, gagawa daw sila ng paraan just so we can join :] sabi ko ok lng kahit my extra charge. 1650 kase ang fee nung camp. :]] excited na tlga kami ni eboy!! haha :] sana magawan ng paraan yung pagpunta namin dun.. kung hindi, pilitin ko yung kuya ni beb na ihatid ako dun, haha.
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may bagong laptop na nga pala si achii, bili ni papa. ee sayang di yun macbook, sabi ko hintayin nya nlng makapunta ko spain, bibili ku sya agad. ok lng daw sknya kahit di apple, di kase yun techie. nakakainis, vista pa yung nabili. panu, wala na daw xp sa saudi. ayuko kase ng vista, trying hard na OX kase yun para skin :] nga pala, tatawagan ku uli yung pagO-OJThan ko tom.. wish ko lang talaga wala ng ibang aberya pag tapos kong magsubmit ng requirements :] inaasikaso ku rin ngayun Ung skin ng macbook ko, oorder kase ako sa friday, customized. ina-adobe ku na nga yng type namin na design ni beb :] aaCkasuhin ku pati pala yung lilipatan naming bahay ni beb. gustu namin mejo malaki naman ang space this time, panu naman demanding din sina yanners, haha :] nakakainis pa kase yung food delivery ko nausog ng 30. :[
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isang buong araw ng internet na naman. ng-skype lng kami magdamag ni beb, gustu nya kase maka-usap din si ayin, mis na mis na kase sya ni beb. :]

PS yung residenza mo, ok? bawal sinungaling. iloveyou.

"YOU ARE THE CHEESE TO MY MACARONI"

2008-03-24T20:02:00.010+08:00

ngayun lang ako nakauwi.. kung anung damit ko kahapon, yun parin damit ko hanggang ngayon. pero naligo ako aa. aa basta! nkakatawa pa kase dun sa SM, nakasabay ko yung kaibigan nila imhay, yung pinuntahan namin kahapon sa trece. kumusta naman, naloka siguro xa bakit ganun parin damit ko?! haha :]]

mejo paranoid nako sa paguwi ko kanina, dahil nga dun sa fcukin pervert na nakasabay ko kahapon sa jeep. shit talaga, feeling ko lahat ng lalake na makasabay ko exhibitionist x[[ buti nalang kasabay ko si papa charlie hanggang binakayan. around 4pm nako nakaalis kela chaksito. panu naman, dapat 5am gigising na kami, kaso sa sobrang pagod, di ako nagising tas super sumakit naman ang ulo nya. in short, na-prolong ang tulog namin :]] ayun, nagising kami ng mga 11am yata, masakit pari ulo ni chaksito. ayuko pa sanang gumising kaso tunog ng tunog ang phone ko. nagwawala sa ilalim ng unan dahil dun sa journalism workshop na yun.. isang personal view: nag-cause talaga ng malaking commotion yan. im not sure to whom we should talk but definitely, we should talk to someone. perhaps someone should do hands-on with regards to this issue. hindi naman sa pagmamayabang, but 3800 is not an issue for me kase nga my dad has always been supportive of certain financial matters particularly if it's about school. the thing is, andaming information na hindi malinaw. i don't want to broaden some 'untackled' boundaries here, i may say im not on the right position.

when i was first invited to join SINAG party for CLASC candidacy late last year, i asked my colleagues to give me two weeks to think. undoubtedly, it was not an oh-yea-i-wanna-join kind of thing. i really had to think things over especially marami kaseng factors involved. hindi naman kase ako after sa title, honestly. after two weeks, i talked to them and i sort of "declined". they have respected my decision pero after what seemed like days, kinausap nila ko uli about the position. smooth-talker talaga si kuya ivan, kaya ku bilib jan ee, i said YES. pero nung nakauwi nako, hindi talaga ko mapakali. naisip ko yung lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko, na kung meron kang ginawang desisyon at after nun ai my second thoughts ka parin, then maybe it's not the right decision. i've talked to them again, soonafter to actually and eventually decline.

so bakit ko sinasabi to ngayon? kase, naisip ko yan kanina. when everyone else is going gaga about the journalism workshop issue, i/we was/were thinking of a person who could actually help students on times like this. like, let's not be hypocrites here, pero there's really an issue that needs to be talked over. naisip ko na kung nahalal man ako, or tumakbo man lang, kulang pako sa buto para ipaglaban ang mga students na kailangan ng leadership service ko. no, im not lame. i just dont have enough guts to actually stand straight. if in case my thoughts never had your neurons working, really, it's not my problem. all im saying is hell-O, it's 2008, we're not babies anymore. we eat fish, we know how it smells :]

btw, i bought 2 dresses sa freeway earlier, im so happy :]] haha.
nakilala ko narin nga pala si wannie aka wax knina. mula first year palang kami, madami ng kinekwento skin si chaksito tungkol sknila ni bax at dax. finally, na-meet ku na xa. natatawa pako, kase sabi nila chax, aku naman daw si ax. ayuko namang ajax. haha :]]
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naalala ku lng, kahapon, habang umiidlip ako kela chax, around 3.30 yata nun, may di inaasahang ngtext skin. old song. di ako nag-reply, yun lng :]
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happy 35th 24, dadii. thank you for saving me last night :] 41 days pa bago kita makasama uli. mejo naiinip nako, pero mmkay lang, konting tiis nlng naman :[ last na naman to, my life's counting on it.
sabi nga ni mac mcguff dun sa juno, "in my opinion the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what-have-you. the right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. that's the kind of person that's worth sticking with."
found it! haha :]]

aku muna si juno ngayon at ikaw si paulie bleeker :]
"as fas as boyfriends go, sarra is the boss. she is the cheese to my macaroni :]"

happy 35th 24, bubuu :x

HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY :]

2008-03-24T01:52:00.011+08:00

and so they say, filipinos love to sing.
kumbaga, hindi kumpleto ang pagka-pinoy mo kung di ka pa nakakapag-videoke. promise, diba?
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nagising ako 8.30am :] antok pa talaga ako kasi naman 2am na ko natulog nung nakaraang gabi-slash-umaga, kakakausap kay beb. nag-ayus ng onte, tas pumunta na kaming trece. may reunion kasi kaming magkakababata dun :] excited talaga kmi ni achii, lalu na dun sa bonggang-bonggang leche flan! haha. ayun, iniwan ku muna si kismet kay mama tas lumayas na kami. trece-bayan pa yung nasakyan namin, panu naman tung si achii, nagmarunong na naman sa direksyon. si manong driver naman, alam ng di pala aabot yun sa destinasyon namin, di pa sinabe. anduga talaga. pag baba naming trece, sumakay pa tuloy kami ngindang ule.. tas after siguro mga ten minutes, nasa regina ville na kame. bumili muna kaming ice cream bago pumasok ng gate. natanaw ku na agad si eric, coolness talaga, tagal ku ng di nakita yun. haha :] after two minutes, dumating na si bhe, ang pinsan kong maganda. kasama xa syempre sa "tropang salitran". patawa talaga yung pauso ni imhay na yun! haha :] ayun, naglakad na kame tas dun na sa bahay nila imhay my tent na na tinatayo, akala namin reunion lang talaga ee, yun pala bday din ni tita diday, yung mama nila imhay! nakakahiya talaga. pero ang masaya dun, bonggang-bonggang handaan pala sya at hindi lang bonggang-bonggang leche flan. grabe, andami talaga ng nakain namin dun, pramis. after nun, binalak naming pumunta sa ilog. yun yung dati naming binababa magkakababata nun ee.. kaso dahil nga buntis si bhe, di kami makakababa, kaya hanggang tingin lang kame. next time nalang kami maliligo :] grabe, malinis talaga ilog dun xaka talagang dinadayo :]] napagdesisyonan naming mag-bidyoke nalang. xempre yung mga malulupit na naman kinanta ko. personal favorite ko na si tina arena ngayun dahil sa mga kanta nyang pang-bidyoke piece. haha :] cool. IF I DIDN'T LOVE YOU! oha. after nun, nagpicturan na kame, masayang-masaya talga, swear! lalu na yung mga "muling-ibalik" part, haha.

ai, me nag-ka-crush pa pala skin dun, comedy nga ee. ayun, sabi ko me jowa nako xaka wala ko celphone, haha. kumusta naman no, kahit wala yata akung boyfriend, ligawan ka sa text? ai, yun ang bongga! anyway, di umuwi na kame.. mejo ngmamadali talaga ko umuwi kase may usapan kami ni chaksito ko na sa dorm ko sya matutulog ngayung araw na to. ee kahit na nasa salitran ako umuuwi, syempre pagbibigyan ko sya, kesa naman ma-late sya sa meeting sa school kinabukasan, 8am pa naman yun. hell-O, cavite city, db?! pero dahil "spontaneous" nga ang mga tao sknila, bigla xang ngtext at niyaya daw ako nila mama cherry na magswimming. syempre, go ako! sa indang pa nga yung unang location, kaya go talaga ko kase nga nasa trece ako, malapit lang. tas maya-maya, sa postema nalang daw pala. so, instead na umuwi pako sa dorm para kumuha ng clothes, bumili nlng muna ko sa SM dasma. anyway, i find it a lot easier for me kase :] around 7pm nako nakasakay ng bus papuntang SM bacoor, ok lng kase night swimming naman kame. kasabay ko pa rin naman si achii nun, balik na kasi xang dorm, malapit na kasi start ng internship nya. mejo paranoid nako sa baby bus. naisip ko kase bigla yung ngyareng holdap nun ke kuya pol.. naku talaga, inisip ko na kung anu mga ibibigay ko kung sakali, haha! after one hour, nasa postema nako. syempre, sinundo ako nila papa charlie at chaksito ko sa gate, nilibre nila ako :]] salamat naman. napakasaya talaga, kase napilit ko si chaksito na lumangoy. nag-PE class flash back kame.. wala na daw kasing maalala si chaksito, haha! ang pinaka-highlight nun sa pool, yung nag drama class kame: TITANIC. si chax si rose, C charisse C jack, ako yung my pinaka-importanteng role, yung nasa banggka na magliligtas ke rose :]] andun na kame sa scene na "[husky voice] jack, there's a boat!" panalo talaga si chaksito kanina. after nun, nag-bidyoke na naman kame walang kamatayan! cool talaga. tas nung lumayas na kame, mas cool pa pala yung sasakyan namen! mga refugee kame ee, hanep :]

ngayon, ngkabaliktad na, ako na naman ang nandito sa kanila. tulog na sya :]
basta masaya talaga ang araw na ito dahil, salamat kay Papa God, nakasama ko ang aking mga kababata at nakasama ko ang pamilya ni chaksito sa isang malupit na outing!

PS napatunayan kong napakataas ng boses ni papa charlie
PPS napatunayan kong kaya rin ni mama cherry ang trademark pose ni chaksito

PPS magingat sa mga exhibitionist. nabiktima na naman ako knina, freaky talaga at nanginig talaga ako sa takot. sya ai literal na nag-mas****a** sa aking harap at sa sobrang takot ko, tinext ko ang achii ko para makalipat kami ng pwesto o makababa na kami agad. pangalawang beses ku na tong nabiktima ng ganyan, bakit ba ako lapitin ng mga exhibitionist? hindi naman ako pornstar.

antok nako dami pa sana ko kwento, bukas ku na lagay mga pics :]

BONGGANG-BONGGANG KISMET

2008-03-22T15:56:00.003+08:00

may bago nakong tawag kay eboy a.k.a. chuo [shih tzu namin]. yun yung KISMET :] parang baduy nga ee pero basta pag pinakilala mo sya sa iba gamit yung bago nyang alias na yun, parang ang coolness. haha!

Dzeli: Hi, this is Kismet, my dog.
Tao: Wow, you named your doggie, Kismet?! Cool.

hindi naman ako naka-droga nung naisip ku yun. dala siguro to ng weirdo kong panaginip.. di ayun nga, sa kakaisip ko siguro dun sa HK trip na yun [jusko, sana hindi ito isang senyales], napaniginapan ko na! ang kaso, dun sa panaginip ko, hindi skin sumama si beb. basta parang tinext nya lang ako nun na hindi sya skin sasama ee. tas iyak nako ng iyak. akala ku talaga tutuo na yun, kase hanggang paggising ko umiiyak ako ee. ewan ku lang kung yung basa dun sa unan ko luha o laway. ai shitt, ang freaky talaga. yung laway aa, hindi yung panaginip :]

ang init. dapat nasa talisay [batangas] kami ngayun ee, kaso yung tito ko na tutuluyan namin don nasa my antipolo pa daw.. gustu pa naman naming mag-beach hopping ni achii :[ kakainis talaga. bukas sa trece naman kami, after siguro magsimba. may bonding kaming magkakababata duon.. sabi ni imhay, ipaghahanda nya daw kami ng bonggang-bonggang leche flan. natatawa talaga ko dun sa 'bonggang-bongga' na yun. pero infairness, masarap syang pakinggan, haha! naku iniiCp ko palang naglalaway nako, hee :]] type ko sana ng cake ngayun, kaso naalala ko yung ipapadeliver skin ni beb, puro chicken at spaghetti pala yun.. nung tinanung nya kase ko kung anung type kong kainin, sabi ko lang kahit ano. ee ngayun ko lang naalala, cake pala talaga ang gustu kong kainin!! nakakainis talaga. pero di bale, yayakagin ko nalang sina yanners at wewei sa bahay dahil di namin kayang upakan ni chuo yung 6pcs na chicken at 6pcs na spaghetti at 6pcs na pie no! pagkatapos ko sa thesis, bubulabugin ko na sina mars at chaksito ku para sa isa na namang digman espesyal, yahoo! :]]

PS naiinggit ako sa tita ko, wala syang cake, pero nasa quezon sila. yung spot kung saan merun talagang mga nagpapapako pag semana santa.. gustu ku rin sanang ma-experience yun. prolly, next semana santa nalang :]

HALLELUJAH

2008-03-21T18:49:00.004+08:00

kanina nagising ako ng 4.30 am kasi ni-yu-UTI ako. Urinary Tract Infection. sa pamilya namin, ako lang ang wala nun nuon, tas nung 18 nako, bale last year, dun pako nagkaron nun. lagi nalang akong delayed sa ganitong aspeto, ewan ko bakit. kahit yung asthma ko, 16 nako nung ngkaron ako nun, parang ewan lang.
so ayun nga, magdamag ako sa toilet.. at dahil hindi talaga maganda sa pakiramdam yun, kelangan ko ng pang-divert ng atensyon ko, kasi nga di din ako makatulog ee. kaya nag-net nlng ako.. ee tulog naman si beb, ginawa ko nalang yung naipangako kung blogger account ke chaksito ko. dapat xa magaayus nitong account ko ee, kaso sa sobrang hindi prin ako makatulog sa sakit, nag-edit nlng ako ng header at footer ko. ayus ba? pa-polish nlng yan ni chaksito ku! :]
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na-settle na namin ni beb yung mga plano namin sa pag-uwi nya. hopefully, walang mangyaring aberya :] magiging malupit talaga tung summer nato namin, third anniversary na namin kaya dapat mejo extra-special to. haha! last year, nagpunta kami sa mindoro. super masayang trip yun dahil yun ang first faraway escape namin ng dalawa lng tlga kme.. this time, aakyat naman kmi ng baguio at lilipad ng HK :]] bale, pareho naming first time sa baguio kung sakali, coolness. kami nalang yata ang di pa nakakaakyat ng baguio. haha! gustu ku sana mag-stay sa teacher's camp kesa sa hotel. kase sabi nila me mumu dun, oha :] sa HK naman ang habol lang talaga namin beach more than disneyland. weird ee no? pero xempre pupunta kami ng disneyland. excited na talaga ako! pero ayuko pala muna masyado ma-excite kase kapag super excited, hindi natutuloy ee. cross-fingers muna ako :] kung sakali sa Regal Riverside kami stay dun o kaya sa Dorsett Far East Hotel. yun ang napili ko kase maganda naman, reasonabe ang price tapos my internet. parang ang hirap kase kung nakatapak ka sa foreign soil tas wala kang internet access, panu nalang kung, basta! naku pramis talaga, lakwatsaxcore ako sa summer kahit na makapag-OJT ako! ai, speaking of OJT, na-contact ko na yung pag-OOJThan ko. kelangan ku magpasa ng resume at endorsement letter :] sana pagtapos nun, pasok nako! at least, mabbawasan ang worries ko. iisipin ko nalang ngayun ang logo ng CPC at ang thesis namin, amen!

PEER PRESSURE :]

2008-03-20T18:25:00.000+08:00

No child is immune to peer pressure.

sabi yan sa nabasa ko. at syempre, di ako exemption. so ayun nga, pinilit nya kong gumawa ng blogger account. ganitong tipo yung mga peer pressure samin nila chaksito ko, ibang klase di ba?
ganito yung naging takbo ng usapan namin:

Chaksito: Totoy, gumawa ka na ng blogger account mo!
Totoy [oo, aku yun!]: Ayoko, kase parang lahat naman merun nyan, ayoko nung gaya-gaya.
Chaksito: Sige na, ako mag-aayos! Peyburitss ko kase tung mga CSS at HTML!! :]]
Totoy: Ayuko talaga, chaka parang walang privacy yan?!
Chaksito: Hindi, ang mganda nga sa blogger [insert endorsements here], kaya gumawa ka na!
Totoy: Ang kulit mo, sigi na nga! [-(

kiyut, db?
alam ko di lang ako ang biktima nito ee, pati si mars [karen m.] din ee. grabe talga tung si chaksito ee daig pa nang-aalok ng sigarilyo.

PS sabi sayo ee, eto unang blog ko ee :]